Jess , jo , winx & me .

Heys humans (: i m back t post .

; Didnt went to skl tday, mainly cos i m too lazy ,& abit over my own personal things.

head down to mac t meet up w jo.

reason: to return her havannias to her.

But. while in cab! i suddenly forgot that all along it was my black slips there !

sorry girl , & i m glad that you still came to meet me&hear my stupid story.

thanks girl.

did maths there.& i m glad i understand MOST of it (:

Finally!

And yes.

on a final note , i just want to say , i hate, detest people lying to me !

Humans, we are all humans, i just dont understand why some people are just so . lovable

while some others are so detestable !

ever wonder which category you fall in ?

What would you do if someone you respected and love dearly lie to you.
Just like that.
Would you forgive , or hate "them" mre then anything else.
. what should i do to make you change. i know i m a burden.
oh fuck.
i hate myself more then anything,
ps: i cant smile now , not when i m about to lose everything i hold so dear .
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Life sucks

WARNING : ITS A UNFRIENDLY POST .
WELCOME TO LEAVE AT THIS POINT OF TIME (:


Evrything is wrong, wrong from head to toe.
wrong from the begining. i donknow how much i hv lost because of all these wishful thinking.
Forever , wishful thinking wont stop following me ,
no matter in terms of relationship , sistership and friendship.
bravo man jl, i think you hv just attained another level of creative thinking skills.
Fuck. i cant believe what CATS teach hv finally has it use.
.. why am i so creative!
what is all those stupid ship suppose to mean?
有福同享，有难同当？
shit man, those bloody promises.
seriously. in this time, this era , this earth!
who in the world will care about forever,
everybody is selfish.
And yes , even a smiling person , it doesnt mean safe.
People hv "double faces"
even the market auntie knows this.
Forever? or whatever "ships" are just blank words.
no one can promise anything.
wake me up ! its changing,
Everything is on its own route to destruction.
you will see the result just soon .
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gosh , i think i hv just vent it out ! yes , i think i m ready for another day!
yet another masterpiece.

Sometimes even me , i think i m just pulling on a facade.
Treating people well doesnt mean they treat you the same way too
the sadest point is , when you treat someone as friend, but thy think otherwise
that is the most sad and shit thing that can happen
& no doubts. its on me .

No news equate to good news.
wtf .
i m fucking emotional now.
God - Damned shit.
i think all these staying @ home shit hv turn me mad,
oh , and fyi , m hearing mad by neyo now.
no doubt its a good song.
Shittt. what rubbish m i talking ?!
whatever la! i hate life now.
and byebye !! );

Brilliant , tday was my first day in school.

but 2nd year first day la !

school waas fine , met up bk for lunch to acc his first day @ lonely ngeeann(describe by him ) .muhahaha! =x

then went for class. as usual .

this sem teacher, got fierce , friendly & of cos my "favourite" "lovely" mr teo!

hwever tday he is really good. maybe like ling say, times show ?

hahaha, anw , after skl. went cca fiesta , Jo came to find me in np.

then go fiesta tgt , join tennis (: whoohahaha. lol

thn met bk and winx to hv starbucks. just slack and chat in particular anw =x

lol.

Anw, i think something is changing , bt none of us sense it .

but its pointless now anyway. we cant change things.

its a good thing i dont trust easily. maybe thats why , i always give up easily.

ciao ppl (:

Introverted.

It has been a day ,
off my hp and staying mia from the world.
i didnt even know why i was doing that .
but it was fun, it was nice being alone and stuffs.
maybe , deep inside . its quite nice to be an introvert,

Day out with jo&yk! , picture upload next post .

I hate this feeling right now ,

like a part of me is torn away ..

Helllo amigo(s) , had a great day today .

thanks to my sweet girl *jojo , & yk .

first thing in the early afternoon jo have to call & disturb my dream.

i was in a daze when she called.

: she was so hyper and happy telling me her lesson is over early!

but in my mind that time i was feeling so damn pissed off by calls & tons of msges disturbing my sweet dream alrd, so i was thinking, so , wtf is she telling me ?

then she then tell me : hey jl ah, i now come ur house hor?!

i was like . uh orh . then i went back to sleep.

&Importantly . the whole conv i was in sleeping mode --'

Then she came anw,

face-booked. & then to her house ,

then meet yk @ holland v for dinner.

Sushi tei , (:

this time ate 14 bucks only ! oh yes, i keep my budget ,

and then to pool-ed.

hahaha, my new hobby okay!(;

yk said that he will kelian anyone who play w me . hahaha and first he is gonna ke lian himself!

. but in my opinion , cindy girl & jojo is then the one , who is going to be let yk kelian. hahaha

(: AH GIRL . IF YOU SEE , LETS GO POOL OKAY(:

anw , sat&sun is working days!

(: hope all customers will be nice and good.

i thought i would survive not talking to you anymore.

but obviously , it is crossing my limit.

& i m dying .

its 4 day now. kucf .

day out with emily girl .

Emily girl (:

( Salt ice cream , uniquely nice .)

哈咯。went out w em girl on thursday.

went to town area to shop , eat & initially was to support edison new flim - The sniper.

but due to the money rise in tix price. we finally decide to abandon the plans and just shop around.

of cause , going out w her cant miss out on our all time favourite place.

- Sushi Tei .

& yes in my first time of life there we ate like never before. & it all amounts up to less then 20 bucks per person.

cheap?

i m going to bring family to eat soon i swear(:

Anw then headed to shop after we ate full .

bought one dress/top. i m not sure what to say of that piece of apparel i bought too.

cause i bought m size instead of my usual S size. as there are no more s avaliable and i really like it. so . M --"

oh btw , we saw some gorgeous china models. and one loook like janice man. OO .

AND . after that, sat mrt- to jurong.

meet up w xr , then headed to her workplace - Lan shop To play Left4dead w them ,

jq , xr ,and ahbee played.

(:

a happy day spend indeed . ((:

Today- 11 APRIL 2009 on 8.30 pm!

MY DEAREST SISTERS WINX IS BACK FROM HER "WHAT I CALL LONG" CAMBODIA TRIP.

Miss you sister(:

HELLO people , been ages since i last post here.

er was it ages? or was it just?

but nevermind , no one reads anyway.

so anyway, in my boring Days. found one fabulous website.

http://dearricky.xanga.com/weblog/

if anyone is free, you can go visit yi xia(:

Anyway. days was fine. & i m going out w em girl tomorrow again .

yes. for shopping , eating , & fun! of cos. not to forget camwhoring too (:

okay , i think i m heading off to play my game now.

until then ..

i m HAPPY at least for today (:

Do you ever got that kind of feeling like something you lost are about to come back to you?

what was that feeling like? sweet or bitter.

i once thought that what would it feels for th others to reprociate your love.

even if days , months or years pass. if he is willing to come back.

that is sweet . and i would always hope for that.

but things changes, situation changes. i realise that me , myself changes too.

about all this views about love. and life.

i hv hurt people that come back. false hope and so.

thats why now its doing back @ me again? is it?

OH FUCK ALL THESE LOVE.

though i m single now. but so what, who needs love to survive.
undeniably, w love , one glows and be a better person.
with love. one would b more happy
But so what? i just cant find. and my mr right is not dng his part to find me too.
so .. i guess only thing is . i would enjoy my single life now. Doing all sorts of things singles can do , & yes. just enjoy life.
TONIGHT IS A HAPPY NIGHT (: oh god.
i think i m falling again. i hv not feel so good for a long time.
thanks "tattat"(:

okay is confusing. but its what i want to project. so hack care okay! (:
just read and keep BLOODY comments to yourself! (: thank you babes and hunks (:

hello peeeepos(; i m back from my genting trip!

hehehehe, fun (:
however i havent got much of the photos . so i will post up the photos next time ya((:

Day1:

Was woken up @ 5 am to prepare . then set off to golden mile to wait for bus @ 6am w jo&mom (:

met xinru&co . at thr . then waited for bus & off we head to

GENTING; THE CITY OF ENTERTAIMENT (:

camwhore in th bus ! & sleeep all the way to genting , of cos not to say i played my ds and intro fun games to them.

(:

reach genting @ 1pm , went to took room key however we still hv to wait till 2 pm to tk room key --"

then went up to room put our things & waited for everybody to prepare and touch up before we start our day of fun! (:

went to indoor theme park .

rollercoaster and all. whoo it was fun w them (: camwhored tooo.

then ah bee thy all the msia friends came to find them , so the boys went t entertain their friends while the girls went to play second round!

ps: jo keep shoouting when riding roller coaster ! xDDD

Day2:

Outdoor theme park day

DAMN happy for me . =D

sit alot of rides that i wanted to .

cylone , spaceshot and pirate ship .

okay fun except i hurt myself during the super tobogaan.

everybody was happy that day(: ESP me (:

cause i get to sit my spaceshot for 2 times! thanks to the guys who acc me. whoolalala. damn songgggg(:

@ the night went down to starbucks w jo to kao tim my np IS course selection,

Chatted awhile over the net w jialing & cindy . in the end 3 of us are seperate cause no place for the 3 of us in one class .

However

Special thanks to ling who keep me inform bout class space & all . sorry to waste your sms (:

DAY 3 :

went down to kl the whole day till 12 midnight

bought some faceshop cosmetics .

cause of rain , slpt afterwards . (:

sweet dreams i should say . mmm =DD

ps : i miss him so much that day

memories are vague but sweet.

Day4

home sweet home however that previous night was spend in a good room ,

taken by my mom fr us ! the boys however slpt @ first world which was initially whr we stayed.

but seeing it was the last night and also mummy had points , she took room for us girls @ resort hotel.

Beautiful room & spacious. definetely not losing out to genting htl . and anw the main point was that there was "magic box" there , which made us girls went gaga , and goo goo over it.

bck to day4 .

evrybody assembled @ the bus interchange thr and waited for our bus to arrive.

in bus . slpt awhile then off to stop point bought tibbits home for family & of cos friends(: spent quite alot.

):

then ip man was shown in the bus .

this time see w jo. didnt cry however laugh quite alot.

damn ,, like a siao lang --" all jo fault .

but shows was nice (:

then home by dad car.

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Pictures post after tues(:

why are things changing?

dont happy days stay.

please just tell me , what can i do to make you love me?

you are always not there. Always.

even you are there , i m not always the first you talk to ,

are you those kind of guys they always say?

ALWAYS. i wonder what kind of guy you are. forget it

i shd stop typing lest .