Curses and blessing.

BLOGGER IS READY FOR USE. FTW. but too bad i have moved

BLOODY RELINKED ME .AMIGOS.

anw, i spend a nice bday w beloveds. & with wishes especially send from overseas from brother(*)

I ma very happy girl now!

thanks darlings.(:

But the only regret is that . He never wish me anything. I dont think he wna anything to do w me.

BLOODY SWEET TALK, karma gets to you somedays`

blogger is giving me thousands of problem! will be changing blog peeps.
(:
heywens.wordpress.com.
Guess i will see you there.amigo(s)
Please relink if ya my friend.
Loves .

blogger is giving me problems. cant post photos and everything. Gnna have livejournal or smthg soon
ideas please?
should i get livejournal or wordpress , or live ? Argg. dang !

hellos.

Dear Dog.

Me with dearest charger.( cute )

Srsly. I really got nothing to post now ! hahaha

Celebrating my bro bday now now nw !

(:

will be posting l8r at night then, loves darlings.

搜狗音乐盒 - If I Were A Boy

搜狗音乐盒 - If I Were A Boy: "But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy"

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I love this song , howeever. i sing it . and it got destroyed =x hahaha
okay. set off w my date w sister winx . Post when i m back(: bye
&sometwo. i know krean songs . SS501 only. lol =x

好丑的照片。（2） 熊和我（1）

今天真是太多感想要post了。所以一天连续Post好多上来。
发生了好多事，有时真的好难相信任何人。
就连最好的朋友都不知几时会在你身上插你一刀。
生活中就有好多例子。
可怜，悲惨吧。 今天静了心， 想好多。
想我和Sister友情会长久吗？不是我怀疑或什么，只是天下没有不散的宴席。
友情越长久，离开时会不会更痛？
我。。 不。。 想。。 再。。 尝。。 试。。 心痛。
但好相怎么跑都跑不掉。天造人难倒是要我们尝试各种心痛？

今晚， 而外的冷，也特别的让人想掉泪。
憋了好久的泪。装了好久的笑。
好难想起上次大笑是何时的事了。可能是Ahjo 生日时， 也可能是他还在我世界时。
好久了。
心里好烦。好烦。
有时， 几根手指就能算得出我朋友了。
好少。为什么？是我的错吗？
可能吧？一直都以为是别人的错可能是要让我自己开心点。
现在连找朋友都变得好难，我在搞什么啊？

明天没学校，本来好开心可以逛街。但延迟了，
明天又是一个人过。
没麻将， 没出去。不用化妆。哈哈。
算保养皮肤吧！
好吧，我去睡了。
哈哈。长的post 。 慢慢读吧。

Harpers island , sports & something else.

Chris survillian. otherwise known as scully.

He is hot man !

He is knwn for his show newly air on cbs in america, channel5 in spore. etc..

Show name : Harper`s island.

**WATCH IT GUYS (: I rate it 4 stars thou , cos some parts was not logical @ all.

oh damn, he got no balls ! +.+ i hate him bloody old odd. man. thou his picture here is quite a handsome old lad. but . nonono.

Anw just a brief post.

went to school tday , was late for maths. very sorry about it . truthfully. however in th afternoon i skip maths again.--"

blablabla ____ all about school. ( lazy to elaborate. babababa)

and thn went home, bus-ed home w ling , talked about stuffs. yea, maybe i shouldnt think so much about it . well. its over like i said.

Then home sweet home, Camwhore. see harper`s island. and i m currently on th last ep now.

So exciting can !

& yes. i got a fucking shock @the end. ohmy my , don wna be the spoiler , see it yourself guys(:

yea. anw, wed i got test bla. and i think i m gna revise tmr.

Last minute revision, hope i can pass. & tmr or mayb when , it will be sisters day out / Night out. i m so excited about it.

and yea. i m having images of doing sports now. I want to blade, Cycle, wakeboard.

There are countless. i m a sporty girl @ heart. heh(:

okay. Ciaos.

Harpers island. & sports.

Lot1 . Marsball. And xinru

+ = ( Yummyyy)

Anw , tday went skl @ like 1 , Cause morning lesson was cancelled.

It was a waste of time for afternoon too. Cause initially there was presentation then it was cancelled due to many objections.

Selfish people . waste of time. However Mrs mok was kind enough to let us present only to her.

some of 2f01 peeeps stay back fr us too. however . comp was fucked up --"

anw. it was nice for F01 people to stay that extra minute for us(:

A great thanks for them.

Went str home after that , thn waited for xr to msg me , and wait for her to prep. blablabla.

And off we go to lot1 . Was late for meeting her again.

Sorry sis.

And off we go. head for our late dinner @ kfc. Talked. and off we go to buy our cravings ! -

Fried Marsball.

The service was damn bad luh. but still we tolerate for th good food sake.

oh damn. i m so in love w fried mars balls nowwww!

Bought dougnuts for bro too =D

then headed off to slack. and well. shared heartfelt talks too

some was hilarious, and some was well. heartfelt .

tday talks change me into a better person. thanks sis(:

Anw . wednesday would be another sisters day out , To shopping.

Sorry WSH. i m missing you again But i would catch up (:

hahahaaaa.

on a heavier note

Its late @ night. 3am.

and . currently i m on a rollercoaster feelings.

tears are threatening to drop , why would you talk to me ?

you would never . i knew it . okay. done . bye.

My worries.

+ = Cravings (:

Now now , i feel so sorry for myself.
i couldnt help not being me just nw. i m so sorry i flare up at *you for nothing.
you did your best @ comforting me , and all i say was " dont act like you know everything about me"
i know i m unreasonable. i know you tried your best @ cheering me up before finally "exploding" on me.
but you do not really know how i feel right?
when sometimes all i need was you by my side. you turn away .
for her. for them.
when have you turn them off for me?
i told you once i love myself too much . thats why i cant accomodate you , and your complicated life. its still the same now.
sometimes is not only th words you say , you must keep them too.
how many times have you said you are coming to fetch me from work. but end up i m going home alone!?
How many times have you say you wanted to watch blablabla w me . and you ended telling me you had urgent matters to attend to.
. its enough. so much for these days . thou i dont deny you bring joy to me.
but sometimes joy and love dont really matter as much as time and trust does.
Anyway. things had taken a step to th worse.
i dont really wish fr anything now. including you .
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IS MAKES ME SICK.
losing money makes me sicker .
thy charge me fr .........* . makes me feel like Puking on them.
Now now , i feel so sorry for myself.
Suckers.

flowersBite. S.I.M and BLOODY IS .

Okay tough times is officially over.

IS i mean.

i dont have to face them anymore.

gotta do the Hyunjoong famous shake dance thing !**

well losing money.

thy enjoy it . but not me. Cause i m th odd one out.

fuck it . But well over is over.

Gootta say i m the bitch

cause i m here bitching god knws how many fuck loads about them , yet thy still think i m th innocent one . =DD

i wish to blog all THINGS out. but god knows who will read. so fine. i will just rant it to my sisters on th phone l8r !

tata. i hate them but they do not know it .

S.I.M . i swear i m gonna tk bus home frm there everyday from now onwards.

bla lalalalala. i am on a flowerbite spree now.

who gna stop me? You?

hahahahahaha .

boys and girls.

HEY MAN . WHAT GENERATION ARE WE IN NOW ?!
tell me about it.

Girls see guys , is counted as Huazhi (Flowersbite) Boys see girls , is normal.
Girls cannot take guys number , people say shameless . boy tk girls number Normal.
Girls cannot swear , people say ahlian. Boys swear people think cool .
Girls cannot wear too sexy . people say lok. Boys wear people think sexy .
Girls cannnoot earn as much as boy , people say nt respectful
Girls cannot do this. cannot do that ,
so girls not human , boy is . sometimes world is that unfair.
damnit .
okay i dont knw why i m ranting so much on.
its just Inspiration to blog on th unfairness okay.
anw. sleeeping time. proj presentation tmr, Wish me luck (:

Anw had a nice day out w sis .
no pictures as all of us was slacking outside mac, (:

Troubles after Troubles.
How long do i need to be tormented before i finally get on th good luck track again.

Been Having insomnia during holidays break.
its a torture. Tired yet cant sleep.
played ds the whole hols. Surgical unit is a good game
Okay past the holiday. Lets go to th main topic.
- I get fucking shit marks for all my ct results. I am fuckin not satisfied.
gna buck up.
and yes. i shd be . not skipping sch for this half sem anymore. hope i can hold on to my promise this time ! (((:
- AND currently i m working @ sushi tei. heh . thanks to em girl. Work was hard but fun.
customers was friendly @ the very least. alot of backstabs and selfish co-worker thou.
secretly wishing that thy will burn in hell.
- AND I AM GOING TO DO IS PROJ THIS SAT. bloody is mate is not replying my time to go --" hatttte *
- And i met a certain someone again. very least he made me happy . But too bad. his life is too complicated. I really cant give up my peaceful life to accomodate w him.
well. thats maybe all folks. OH LASTLY . blogger is being a bitch not letting me upload picts here. well "BOTAK" POST presented.

special.

In another more 10 mins it will be your birthday.
Happy happy 19th birthday . to "you"
its a sad thing i could not wish you directly. well. Hopefully you see this.
(:

A song delicated for you . xxxxx.
我的心怎么了。
ga'ji'mal'rae'do' meom'cweo'seo'rae'do'
00:22.12]neo'reul' hyang'hae'ga'neun' nae' mam'in'geo
00:26.19]dalh'ji'do' anh'ni' jul'ji'do' anh'ni'
00:31.07]wae'i'ri' nae' sa'rang'eun'
00:35.12]cu'eog' ha'na'ha'na' se'go' ddo' se'neu'ra'
00:40.10]mam'eun' han'si'do' swi'jil'mos'hae'
00:44.48]ga'nu'gi'do' deun' jim'man' doel'ten'de'
00:49.24]wae' nan' beo'ri'ji'do' mos'ha'neun'ji'
00:52.92]jeong'mal' ga'seum'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
00:58.04]nun'meon' sa'rang'e' ba'bo'ga' dwaess'na'bwa'
01:02.31]o'jig' han'gos'man' mae'il' han'gos'man'
01:07.06]neo'ran' seul'peun' bic'eul' ba'ra'bo'da'
01:11.54]nun'mul'saem'ma'jeo'do' go'jang'i' nass'na'bwa'
01:15.75]ja'ggu' nun'mul'i' meoj'jil' anh'a'
01:19.65]geu'jeo' han'ma'di'man' sa'rang'hae' han'ma'di'man'
01:25.54]nae'ge' mal'hae'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
01:34.23]son'eul' bbeod'eo'bwa'do' a'mu'ri' bul'reo'do'
01:38.21]neo'neun' nae'ge'seo' meol'gi'man' hae'
01:42.31]a'peun' sang'ceo'man' doel' sa'rang'il'ten'de'
01:47.40]wae' nan' ji'u'ji'do' mos'ha'neun'ji'
01:51.76]jeong'mal' ga'seum'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
01:56.08]nun'meon' sa'rang'e' ba'bo'ga' dwaess'na'bwa'
02:00.73]o'jig' han'gos'man' mae'il' han'gos'man'
02:05.07]neo'ran' seul'peun' bic'eul' ba'ra'bo'da'
02:09.29]nun'mul'saem'ma'jeo'do' go'jang'i' nass'na'bwa'
02:14.24]ja'ggu' nun'mul'i' meoj'jil' anh'a'
02:18.49]geu'jeo' han'ma'di'man' sa'rang'hae' han'ma'di'man'
02:23.71]nae'ge' mal'hae'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
02:28.55]ni'ga' us'eu'myeon' na'do' haeng'bog'ha'dan'
02:31.73]geo'jis'mal'ro' nal' wi'ro'hae' bo'ji'man'
02:36.92]ni'ga' hyang'hae'seon' gos' nae'ga' a'ni'ra'seo'
02:41.19]oe'ro'un' nun'mul'i' heul'reo'
02:43.78]jeong'mal' sim'jang'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
02:51.98]deun' sa'rang'e' mi'cyeo'beo'ryeoss'na'bwa'
02:56.63]gaj'ji'do' mos'hae' ij'ji'do' mos'hae'
03:01.65]neo'reul' ha'ru'ha'ru' gi'da'ri'da'
03:05.78]neo'mu'na' geu'ri'weo' tal'i' nan'geon'geo'bwa'
03:09.54]neo'reul' neo'mu'na' sa'rang'hae'seo'
03:14.10]geu'jeo' han'ga'ji'man' ni' ma'eum' han'ga'ji'man'
03:19.11]nae'ge' na'nweo'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
03:22.75]na'reul' sa'rang'ha'myeon' an'doe'ni'

After the release of their 2nd full-length album at the end of July,

the boys will begin the first leg of their concert tour in

Seoul on 1st August. From there, they will be flying to

Japan, China, Hong Kong, Taiwan and Thailand, etc for their concert tour until the end of the year.

1st, 2nd August - Seoul, S. Korea

13th August - Tokyo, Japan

The above are confirmed.

The below are pending actual dates.

October - China, Hong Kong, Taiwan

November - Thailand

December - Malaysia, Singapore. (credits : allkpop)

believe it or not. i am so going to see `em .

whos On for it ? tell me .

Okay ss501 aside.

___________________________________________

Yes, we finally hav our all girls outing ytd. ( Sisters)

it was just a trip to suntec city , and esplanades. However. that really makes my day.

A fruitful day spend w them .

ended w much camwhores and hurry-ing. As jojo is rushing home.

shares talks and jokes. gossips w them.

amazing . (: i love days out like that.

pending dates to be confirmed is on monday . another sister nights out ?

confirm asap okay .

(:

I am so so so curious over this handsign.

hahaha, inside joke w sis over this handsign when we headed over to town to buy jo`s present.

sibey cute them. and yes , this handsign stands fr the infamous "fuck you"

thanks to some cute lil girl inside IT fair. i got to learn new trend.

hahaha, cant deny i m old alrd.

lol.

Sometimes looking back . i feel that i m old. matured.

somethings change. somethings forever do not.

like characters and some friendships.

they would last forever. dont they?

_____________________________________________________

seriously. ytd is the last time i m making any first move . suit you boy,

frever dont talk better okay.

i would just act like i didnt ever know you.

SENTOSA , JO BIG DAY(:

(frigin sun shine till cant open eye ! ) >> but w shades all of us can smile nw(:

( Blocked Xinru. tk 1 )

uhhuhhh, all of us finally (:

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Finally part one of the pictures is posted up .

well. Firstly a very happy bday to my lovely sis - Jocelyn yee.

is her 18th birthday , finally she is of legal age for her club, liquor and more things.

18 of age , and yes my lil girl can finallly labelled as grownups.

congratualations.

believe it or not , i`ve seen this girl transform&grow prettier day by day .

to my bff: i love you , cherish this magical friendship /sistership betwweeen us.

Happy Birthday Once again (:

_______________________________________________

Anw. Spend like 2 days discussing her bday w xr and winx.

wanted to make this her most unforgettable one.

and . plans was to go sentosa then a movie.

sounds like simple right?

Actually is simple and nice , we enjoyed it , thats all that matter.

Meet around 11 w xr and winx first . at 188 bus-stop. was late cos i FORGOT jo`s present .

nb , forgetful me--"

then rush home to tk. thn rush to meet `em.

meet jo @ vivo. kinda rush , went to buy movie tickets

- Ghost of ex-girlfriends past

then we didnt told jo picnic plans was surprise fr her. she even thought that we are bringing that truckloads of food into th cinema ,

OMYHOLYGOD. see how naive and cute is my sissy. =x aiyo!

then ,head over to sentosa . talktalktalks non-stop.

Funny thing happen over in th monorail.

Random guy: Hey , can you please help me tk a pict of me ?

Jiale : HAHAHA ( laughing @ smth sis says) orh.

Random guy : Posing ,

Jiale snaps it .

Jiale still messing w the cam finding th photo fr winx to see.

Random guy stone watching jiale meddling w his camera.

Xinru: HELLO , 你们要Invade他的privacy ar？

Jialeandwinnie : Oh yahor. Hands over th cam

Random guy : eh. thanks . **still half-stoning

LOL

After that , we sat whole round of siloso tram , when our location is palawan beach .

oh damn, so suagu lorrr.

but nevertheless it was fun , rounds and rounds.

Finally eat and camwhore time.

give jo her firsst surprise .

- Scrapbooook w pictures , there is even kimbun too.

(((((:

she was so so so in love w that book la. can say she see upteem time alr.

( SUCCESS IN FIRST SURPRISE)

then jojo suddenly hand us her letter for us . actually nt suprise for me alr ,

WINNIE LA! xS

hahaha but am stil very happy she make the effort to give us things too. and its her bday mind you. jojo is the best , i m sure(:

all of us was surprise and happy. thrs proof fr this ( Pictures up)

and then begin our sentosa. sit there chit chat , eatttttt. and camwhore.

Then when 4plus came , Left sentosa . went vivo fr our movie

Touching seh the movie. cried like 3 times and night came !

More surprise cming up.

post tonight w the pictures.

Once again HAPPY 18 JOJO(:

and in lik 7 hours . its going to be a brand new day.

And jo will be likeeee18181818. BUT NT HER BDAY ANYMORE

well.... enjoy th moments w your family kkkay(:

love you bloody lots sis(:

Sisters. Korea , and sadness.

(SS501 Without leader )

I just finish ep on romantic sky w ss501.

it was definitely hilarious .( As always w baby )

And that show seriously make me wna go to korea soon.

seoul is like shopping paradize Nd , jeju is so beautiful .

i m sure sissys will be like , " WE CAN CAMWHORE NON-STOP There"

haha okay i m sure i would be the first to say that.

oh god , i seriously cant wait for korea trips w sissys(:

miss em` all like hell.

been so long time since we 4 gathered.

and to be honest , i dont even have our 4 pictures.

, but nevertheless , when we do gather. its definetely crazy girls night out ,

definetely camwhoring non -stop and updating about our lives , guys and whatsoever.

. sometimes i cant stop thinking when would all these end?

Our friendship i meant , not that i want it to end .

But . for me , nothing is forever . so when i hav gr8 friends like them , i tend to treasure more. tend to be mushier . whatever.

but sissys assurance like " strong friendships like us do not need frequent meetups as our heart will always hv each other"

Sweet things like that always make me smile brightly.

Assurance always brings my thinkings to an end.

Sometimes when i just browse through their blogs. friends blogs whosoever.

i know my sissys are having great friends out there. Cliques that enjoys each other company.

to be honest i have always envious of them having great cliques. and then i think back to mine.

. i m speechless.

just feel a overwhelming sadness coming over me .

what have i not done good? or probably cliques and my thinking are really off.

)):

whatever.

Sometimes i really wish to go back to the past.
i have regretted alot.
& i really wanna try to change everything,
probably i will be a better person.

Read somethings on internet that made me super pissed off yesterday ,

have been thinking what to say to the "post-er" of that ,

Cant seem to find the webpage tday , but instead got alot of 收获。

GOT MYSELF ALOT OF BABY PICTURES.

oh my holy god ,he is so damn perfect la! ((((:

cant wait for ss501 to come spore soon,

you bet i will go , Yes i will. even if i donknow korean, i m learning now !

frm youtube videos la!

awwwww-ness.

i think i m back to watching videos again.

heading out soon.

oh yea, hope my pimple recover faster. itchy hands --'

Common test week.

Hello peoplee. been so hectic this week, with common test coming up & debarment result going to be out fr my Qs.

. mood hasnt been that good lately. but but but . thanks to my sisters meeting me as often as they can. been meeting w different of them this week, but ru is too busy ,

well its okay. i understand.

Debarment has dealt a great blow to me , i never thought i would get myself in this kind of trouble . ever.

and i m thankful to daddy who always stand by me, even through this.

such an embarrasment to him ,to go school and beg fr my forgiveness.

its not even his business .

Thanks dad . i promise i will make you proud of me.

My life sucks now , and its thanks to me , my ownself.

Like what mommy say. your life is not suppose to be lik tt , everything is you make it out w your own hands.

Sorry mommy daddy.

i m a disappointment.

&sis , thanks fr all your kind words. & Of cos my cliques that make me laugh .

Thanks people. would update you on mon again.

i still miss you ,

sometimes i hope its always you , to pick me when i fall.

the past is always fresh in my mind , its been 2 years. everything changed.

you got your own girl , own life. own happiness.

i Will never go and destroy your happy world.

thou i really wish to ,

but . i wont.

its just that i miss you , just that i miss those happy times.

those happy smiley faces we always have,

those faces you gave when we are quarelling , those jokes you say when i m bored,

. i miss you . but you are never going to be here again.

I wish you forever happiness.

Adults . tsk.
what do i understand.
Nothing. except most of them are like two headed snakes
Sometimes i m thinking , what am i stil doing around in this world.
Fuck up life. Fuck up Studies.
Fuck up Everything.
I wish i had the lil ` courage to end it.
shit .

black and white.

I hope you would see this , i Want you to see this !

( Sorry amigos , tday post would be damn emo , angry , whatever angry word you can think , so sorry , no comments needed , nor pityful glances needed. thanks )

Seriously what is bad about me , what happen to you ?

what am i to you?

someone , some girls , random bloody freaks that you would talk to when you are bored

some bloody girls that you dont even bother to hong . ( if you are one ) .

i seriously am not , and tired of being that bloody girl.

you dont treat me hot and cold. you dont control my life .

bloody Fuck. If you dont like me talking to you , dont talk to me when you are bored.

nobody in this whole fucking world for you to talk to ?

i dont like this feeling of being there for you when you re bored, and then just fuck off when you dont need me anymore.

i dont like to sob over my losses.

tell me. what is that she got that i dont?

fuck you.

i hate you , and i hate you in your bad mood. and i even hate you most when all the time i m feeling sad , and angry is all about you ,

and you got ways to make me just forget about it with just plain stupid conversation.

but . somehow i never got that courage to tell you it is you i m angry with all along.

Seriously . i hate your bad mood. i hate your bloody God damned long excuses.

can you be truthful to me , can you let me see what you really are.

. who you really are .

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Aaron Blog. Quiz.

( overdued pict @ Jo house )

I read , yan ya lun blog just now . Yea cause mainly i m bored

& i find out what he post was just like talking out on teens perspective on love ,

It was kinda interesting ,

so if anyone is interested you may go see his blog,

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest
No Doubt he is a cutie w knowledge.

Anw , went to skl tday , skip QS again, my heavenly god.

i think i m so going to get debarr-ed .

but , whatever. i just think going to QS tday is a waste of time , as thr is WSH&maths quiz l8r on in th afternoon , therefore , i just slpt and . woke up @ 9 to study abit .

then headed to skl.

Two Quizes. and i think i did okay.

Hope so.

nothing much t post.

whatever.