have been gng out w my girlfriends for the past week.

meet up and so,

forgot most of the date though, & yes.

fun , and fun and more fun w them

Date out w my pretties sister at first ,

Winnie & Xinru .

went to hoolland V to slack after my school ,

went to eat coffeeshop , fish and chip is the sexy yo mans(:

and yes talk alot to them bout him & him

hahaha diff him though.

ours * Him

well. thn went to cold rock camwhore and eat ice -cream .

yummy . love days lik thats.

then went back to panjang area and slack w ru as ,winx wanna go home slp.

pig ah !! --"

and yes. talk again.

sister talk, and i saw another side of my sis. the soft side (:

yes. i think after that night, my opion of this sis chg quite abit,(:

bt yes , in a good way .

went home after 2

feel cui yet happy(:

NEXT OUTING -

from what i rmb , yes it was w my dearest girl & Sister JOJOYEE(:

went to sunset way for jojo`s dad cake first.

Happpy belated bday uncle (:

thn went to town & yes i got myself a nice spag . &

we went snap al the way at town toooo.

haha,yes thy say w me , thrs never a day without photo,.

hahahaha, and i really did a unglam thing at the middle of orchard!

shit --"i hope no one see it though =x

and thn home sweet home by bus 190.

Next outing !

this time everybody is present (:

xinru , winx , jojo, cindy - okay i missed out ling =x

anw. went to town w ru & jo to meet up w cindy

& slack at starbucks , talking & stuffs

suddenly i felt like we girls have endless stuff to talk.

hahaha, anw, camwhored after we reach jojo block`s downstair,

fun and laughter filled the whole atmosphere.

jo`s dad claim to hear our laughter even at his room

that is like so exergratting, COS WE ARE 1 BLOCK AWAY FROM JO HOUSE . --

my god --'

i m sorry to jo neighbour anw if you all will see this post =x

lol. btw i m off to learn my maths alrdy.

cya ppls, ciao.

photos will be up as sooon as i recieve frm my girls (:

The hurt is so deep , i don think anything helps.

i wanna just leave .

Oh yeah, new post agn,
why ah ? bcos hor, i m here to announce to the whole bloodyboogy world that
: I HAVE A HUGE PIMPLE ON MY FACE NOW !!
i donknow lah.
pimple attack you know. jst so suddenly --'
suay only can. Suay only !

Anw, l8r gng out w my dearest girls. probably just out to slack for awhile (:
yes, i miss you lah girls .
talk talk talk. (:
anw, this is random k ! ( just feel like including in nia =x }

& i got nothing to post alrd lah,
shag-ed ..
ps : jo said shag aint a good word to use. Bt nehmind lah. haaaah xD SUPER RANDOM NOW.
OKAY OFF I GO TO LESSON. BYEBYE(:


To someone : i will never give up (:

Yes, postings.

what the fuck, i donknow what the fuck come over me .
i miss you , yes i do.
bt .. yoo know i dont dare to ask or hope for anything from you,
yes i feel inferior.
i know that deeep down, we wouldnt have any progress.
evrything is stopping now. Bt . why why why ? why cant i just fucking give up!
Fuck Man, i m emo nw.
yes, i m afraid of rejection, i wanna give up so i wont get hurt.
so i wont cry anymore.
i m really tired of crying.
loving you , was just a series of more &more hurt coming up,
hot&cold. i m really sick and tired of that alrd.
maybe i m really that far from you, til you dont even wanna make an effort to try.
yes. maybe tell me str8. i would know btr . & give up more easily .
treat me nice and i wont know anything!i donwan ==

aghhhh, somehow , one day everything will end, only earlier or later
i don deserve such a great boy like you, yes i know.
amazing yes?

Sometimes i really do not know whati m trying to do.

Yo people , so i have decide to blog again luhs(: ytd Night , just a normal friday night.

071108,

After skl , meet up w ling & ru at dover w cindy.

hahaha, cos me & cindy just need to attend the "laowoman" lesson only --"

hahha, thn head off to clarke quay to meet up w winx sister.

hahaha, { kelian de winx just wait lk 2 hours @ jo restaurant for us nia. --"}

ps hor sis =x ahahah anw, after meeting up , all of us head to pit stop !

Service thr is just goood only (: comfortable place to slack tooo .

Highly recommended k **

camwhored w my sis alot only lah !(:

will post the picts after sis send me (:

thn played game ,

team w sis while cindy teamed w ling,

Taboooo (:

hahaha, no one lose or win.

then have dinner and cont to play our game again!

1 ZHANG , 2 ZHANG ! hahaha excited matching dino games (:

did forefit as i keep retard thr --"

After that , ling went home , while me , winx , cindy & ru went to jo house ,

however. winx tk cab home froom thr as her momma niam her. LOLS.

thn meet up w jo,

went up to her house slack till 3 thn went home (;

cabby uncle just cute only !!

indian but know how t speak chinese ! AMUSING.

haahah (:

uncle says i always mix w malay ? why you know?

bcos i keep sia-ing =x lol (:

JUST SIA ONLY (:

Well, overall , i had a damn fun night out w my dearest girlfriends.

I WANT NIGHT LIKE THIS AGAIN K { OF COS W ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS AGAIN }

girlfriends ; jiale , Jocelynyee, WinnieTeo, Leexinru , CindyLim, Liu jialing

they are all i treasure (:

YO ALIVE HUMANS(:

well . i m here to post abt my fun kbox w cindy,Irvin(3gu)&weifeng(:
anw , it was like damn fun!
Anddddddddddddd know wht?!
My 3gu voice like JUST veryvery nice only(:
like the aska . omg, i think one day i can just become his fan lorrrrr.
awwwwwwwwwwww.
and cindy singing just very the feeling only lah. I cried lik --"
and . yes tts when the unfortunate thing happen-d
my contacts got like super dry, so i put like TAP WATER inside my freaking eye lah.
am i mad you tell me?
thn i go back .like shiok AND aft like 2 SONGS . it started to get freaking red & pop out lah!
mygod --"
bt thanks to wf(: REALLY THANKS LEH. he help me buy the solution .
hahahhaha. and tt save me from gng blind (: LOL
well. thn aft tt 3gu borrow me spects and i went toooot * all the way!
hahahaa, thanks all friends for your help and concern .
i regret crying seriously ,


Think over , yes i m thinking !
the right and wrong,
the one i love , & the one who loves me ,
i knw everything k . why hide? lik for fuck. i cn type out evrything now.

bt seriously to the one who love me ;
: i m nt worthy of you,
i m nt what you think i m ,
if tday you can be angry over such a small things i do , tmr you might find out more extreme secrets about me?
cn you tk it ? i love challenges , cn you give me?
i don like simple love , i like luxurious life , cn you give me?
pls. i m nt so simple like you think , just a girl that is satisfy w her life , good temper and so on.
i m not. that is all just mask.
maybe if one day you uncover my secrets deep down , you will know.
bt i hope you dont ever tk out my mask. i like it thr.
bt i still hope we are good friends.(:
we are , arent we?
forever is only for friend . i love you dearest friend.

To the one i love .
: 不确定我的执着能让你感动 .
i did alot of things alrd.
i alr make the first move alot of times alrd.
i donknw what more i can do ?
can you tell me?
wake me up if that is a dream , JUST FUCKING TELL ME ,
BOONJIALE YOU NO CHANCE COS YOU ARE JUST TOO INSIGNIFIGCANT.
I DONLIKE YOU!!
just like that, i will know what to do.
seriously.
i like you more after . all
and , yes of cos i wouldnt miss any chance t be w you,
bt of cos if you don like me. i would go away ..

(: yes i know wht i m saying, people dont bother to comment okay.
- unless yes , you are one of the above i have mentioned?

Anw , bjl is off. and i swear somedays i might just get some heart attack =x

and yes ,

i just hate myself and the whole bloody fucking world now.

god is unfair , i know );