Yes, postings.

what the fuck, i donknow what the fuck come over me .
i miss you , yes i do.
bt .. yoo know i dont dare to ask or hope for anything from you,
yes i feel inferior.
i know that deeep down, we wouldnt have any progress.
evrything is stopping now. Bt . why why why ? why cant i just fucking give up!
Fuck Man, i m emo nw.
yes, i m afraid of rejection, i wanna give up so i wont get hurt.
so i wont cry anymore.
i m really tired of crying.
loving you , was just a series of more &more hurt coming up,
hot&cold. i m really sick and tired of that alrd.
maybe i m really that far from you, til you dont even wanna make an effort to try.
yes. maybe tell me str8. i would know btr . & give up more easily .
treat me nice and i wont know anything!i donwan ==

aghhhh, somehow , one day everything will end, only earlier or later
i don deserve such a great boy like you, yes i know.
amazing yes?