HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY (:
Wish you have a nice bday tmr ! & i longed for th bright smile you carries on your face everyday (:
i have been seeing you lesser & lesser time nowdays as all of us is busy studying or working
bt i promise i will make free my time ! i will organize family day out soon
i love you dad.
& this love stretch t unimaginable .
YOUR MY IDOL ,((;
love . 48 yrs old (:

( I seriously love this pict alot . I m laughing at you ass !) xD

Yo everyone. kinda long never post

So shal post abt tday! yeahs(: claps ok !!?

so i skipped land surveying w cindy & jialing . hehehe(:

my girl la my girls ! tsk (: went t skl ard 12 . & we was late agn --

for matthew mariam lessons!

well . i had problems understanding her lessons luh.

bt . i will revise myself soon .

thn aft tt . ended at 2. went t find mr sami! BT he is not in !

omg . good old mr sami turns bad!

he dua me luh ):

so i was lik hanging ard w cindy & jialing in skl .

quite a fun day,

jialing is like so cute luh ((:

hahaha,

aft tt went t meet jo at her skl. sit bus w cindy&jialing t batok int.

& bus-ed t her skl in the end ask me wait fr her at swim complex==

so wait for her. walk back t her home & waited for her t prepare thn meet winwinx for our dinner.

yu pian meeefen = Love luh love(:

Thn da bao . AUNTY bluff sis her money ! cos i paid & she still tk sis 10 dollar lah! wth Aunty old le LAH! ( we found out l8r whn we cabbing home ) --"

so . thn headed off t jo house ,

winx help jo w her proj. while i slack & complain bout certain someone ,

&& yeahhhh^^ sis promised me t overnight on sat (:

love it love it ! i m loving it!

shall ask ru whether she can? (:

thn we will massive photo (: hehehe .

ahhaa. went home by cab ard 1o plus ? dad was rather sweet abt tht(:

back home post & i m gng t slp alr!

dad asked me!

Anw i m having lesser & lesser time for family .

& as i notice i m only talking t them bout money & permission t do this & tt

no longer have those heartwarming conversations& joke session.

maybe . probably. we will just love each other in heart

bt i really donwanna regret next time.

i wanna spend more time w family (: esp my sweetie dad.

((: gonna have family day out. && yeahs. we are gng t remisce alot alot

rmb used t be young. i used t have lots of conv w mom&dad.

& i m afraid t go anywhr without them

i missed those times.

& i cant slp without kiss&hugs frm mommy .

&& whnever my childcares held any events thy will be first t tk out camera & shot me best & worst(:

i missed our quality time tgt mum&dad&barry .

awwwww. i misssssssssss being small & innocent & clingy t daddy.

i missed those food mom cook.haven had them long time( reasons being: i m always eating out ) =x

i miss . & i want t enjoy those pleasure times agn (:

I felt lik falling again.

but this time no one t catch me when i fall.

. i knew i lost him the moment i let go.

i know that i m nt suppose t type it down & keep it in my heart

your msges i didnt reply not bcos i m angry or hong-ing others lik you claim.

is bcos i m dissapointed. in lies& bullshits.

seriously . i think i lost you a few times. & all that shows we aint fated t be,

i let go. i did it. i cried bt i did it.

i love you once. & never anymore.

all those can only be once - used to.

lets lead our own life now.

if you see these . you should clearly know who you are.

i m disappointed. seriously. & i dont think i should care anymore.

rest assured that i will tk your words seriously & find a nicer guy &show off t you (:

Heys. everyone
back t post(:
skip lesson again tday
& its Good Mr Sami tutorial.
shiattt. In the end , he called up me using jialing (lingling) Hp.
bt he didnt scold me instead he wna help me w hydraulics cos i keep don understand.
hahaha, =x
I swear from tday onwards i m not skipping hydraulics lessons regardless what((;

Anw. so went back t skl ard 12.45 t meet ru & cindy t collect our testimonial tgt .
saw many many friend. Like baddy , junxiong , yueyin thy all
teachers also lurhs! my favourite Mr loh was thr ! hahahaha,
miss my teacher so much!):
i miss 4e5 & Teachers. whn are we havinq gathering?
hehehe =x

so back t topic. went t alif eat & . talks
cindy gave us her home-made brownieee . deee-li-cious only (:
& thn cindy & me went t skl while ru went back t her home ((;
Nice bt short meeting w her (:
meet up soon sis ,
Thn had eg1 lessons teacher waas damn funny & .. haha someone*
Just someone got scolded by teacher!
hahaha. Cher rocks(:
me&co was lik sniggering all the way at the back. lol =x
i hope someone* don see this =x
Thn after class have a chat w cher!
& i decide t persue a higher degree & even master if i can .
(:
wish me luck.


& seriously . i donknow i think i m suffering luh.
whenever m is back. i just think my life is so difficult .
she forbids me t do everything seriously.
--" i hate t cant have my own ways
why cant she leave me alone ! i hate it!

At school now. hahaha

bt i have done my work. so bloggg(:

hehehe(:

gng t meet sis l8r . && have my deeeelicious dinner over at sim((;

i love sis luh .

And. also . IS test i got 15.5

Pooor thing =="

hahaha ciaos. i shall post at home):

Anw. two months is up fast,

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Questions:1. What disappoints you the most?
Changes in people

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
i Would go to er? maybe Venice (:

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
On phone on phone w my favourites people (:

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Yes. For shopping & materialistic things. No for love&family&friendships

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Sharppp NOSE ):

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No !

7. What's the most regretful thing that you've done before?
Be with G.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Give it to my parents some , go touring & also retail therapy w sis (:

9. What is the most embarrassing thing that happened to you recently?
EH . not sure?


10. Should bengs and lians die?
Ofcos not. they are humans too --"

11. What makes you happy?
Be with th one i love .

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Unfriendly peeps

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Working & trying t get t the top (:

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
看透人心 . only one ? i wan teleport too. hate squeezy bus lah.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Kinship , Friendship, Love&Money (:

16. What do you do when you're alone?
talk t myself. most of my friend would know (:

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Hms. my naive-ness.

18. One word to describe yourself.
Evil (: Muhahahahah xD

19. What is your least favourite animal?
Cockroaches . deeepf**k

20. What school am i studying now?
Ngeeann poly (:

Going t tag.
BENEDICT , WYNEEE , CINDY , SIHUA , JANICE, AHGUAN , VINCENT ,YANLING (:
Enjoyy ((:

Heys everyone .soooo0 sorry for the emo post ytd.

i donknow what got into me ..

hahaha. so now let me start w a happy one okay ((:

claps*

might be changing blogskin soon . found one i like it very muchieee(:

hahaha.

so this weeekend. mainly spend it with sisters(:

ru&jo on sat.

Went t bugis . was late. cabbed down.

uncle was so wts*

he don have small chg t chg w me.& thn whn i call-ed ru t help me pay first.

uncle scold her stupid --"

wth ! stupid uncle! -- "

thn aft tt . we went toilet . styed thr for like half an hour =x

lols. thn meet jo , ate mos . & thn headed off t street for shopping.

found a top i like. bt it was lik small for me. so didnt get it. might be lookin ard online blogs

(:

bt i also got a dress thr. (:

i love it. cheap & nice(:

thn as sisters complain tt bugis is so hotttt! so off we headed t clarke quay for out photo session

the photos are up above ((:

hehehe, thn aft tt. we headed off t chinatown for our realllllly lateeee supper!

hoolala. wht do ya think? of cos we didnt eat wht we wanted.

bt instead we eat & slack at macdonald!

bt nehhmind. i will bring them again t eat next time ((:

thumbs up (:

thn bused home. Jo practically was noisy in the bus! hahaha =x

hahahah. thn bid farewell t them as they tkin 187 home.

thn home sweet home (:

Sunday
! we went t find winx at vivo !

support her wrk!((:

she was having brk tooo. so went fr photo-ing session again (:

thn she went back t work. while me ,ru& jo went t eat our tei tei :)

lots of people in tei tei. so we gotta wait.

Finally our turn!

place our orders. i hadd my mini salmon don agn! , ru had katsu somethg & jo had the sweet tofu udon

. yummmyy(:

thn we ate desserts tooo. I DEEEPLY REGRET CALLING W8RMELON SORBET! OMG!

--"

ru & jo keeep laugh at me while i eat tt .

toook alot of photos which is with my dearest ru lah!

so have t wait longer time.

lol (:

thn went up t the top t sit & talk. suggested by ru while waiting for winx

HEH. phooto again! xD

seee how zilian we are lahhh, LOL

thn winx off work come find us . & off we headed home after having a lil talks (:

yeahhhs, BEST DAY WITH SISTERS(:

Monday. blog-shopped& dou niu whole day!

bought a vest for 12 online (: yesyesyes =D I M THE BEST((:

maybe if you donknow.

i will tell you now.

i stil miss the past I hold it dearly.

nobody ever gonna replaced you in my heart lik how you replace *him

its plain bullshit if i say that i hate you. i don like youi got over you .

i might got over your name your person . the date we got tgt
bt something i never got over is the process . the whole process of things we gone through tgt.
the sweetness still lingers somewhere
the happiness still makes my smile broader.
the memories still make my heart aches . make my tears drop.
i miss you. i miss your everything. the familiar smell till now stil make my nose itch
still make me think tt is perfume.
Why? why everything ended so soon. all those promise you gave. wht is all that? BULLshit!
th breakup is so random so quick. everythg didnt even last more thn 10 mins.
why?
I miss the past you . the you* who loves me.
the you* who gives me everythg i wants.
the you* that could even sacrifice anything ..for the sake of me
the you* that can hold me in front of your bruders & act natural
the you* who dotes on me most.
the you* who goes a thousand miles just t accompany me
the you* who say i m a gooodd girl
the you* who got alonq well w my family & friends
the you* who step into bookshop first time for me
the you* who tells me eevry secret .
the you* who praise me up t the sky .
the you* who plays fighting w me
the you* who hold my hand.
the you* who ask me to sleep
the you* who always bet bt lose .just t make me happy
The you* who protects me . my brother.
the you* who wouldnt let anything happen t me
the you* who runs just t buy me my plaster for a small wound on my leg
the you* who use your body as a shield t shield me from th rain tht splashes
the you* who let me immersed in something called LOVE&Pains.
i regret everything i done.
i regret evry moment i dint spend w you .
i regret every moment i used t think of others & not you .
i regret going t my stjohn .
i regret alot..
i really miss you. Bt thgs chg.
you have chg. no longer the you* i know.
no longer caring. no longer looook me th way you used to.
everything changed.


The past only live in my heart . & my mind.
Lao.. , iMy o-u (; i never once forget abt my dearest .. once used t be mine boy (:
baby . you are forever w me . like the bear (:

I am damn sick!
No voice & such , pon my IS class.
--" since poly i have been pon-ing classes so often tht you cant imagine.
--" have t chg have t chg!--"
anw, so styed home tday. have a nice sleeep since last night(:
bt was eventually woken up due t having gng t miss lesson& interview
sms t tell dumby abt it, & he say will help me ask for another slot (;
however he inform me tt it wil be hard t get tt job cos tt manager wants guy--"
hahah, bt dumby say he will try t get me in (: thks dumb(:
thn turtle msg me followed by sister. so was woken up from my real sweet dreams by them . thanks ahhh! lol =x

so woke up . see news bout th sichuan massive earthquake latest news w christine.
haiii. only left one word t say : jiayou.
jiayou for all those people tt are still strugglinq with life & death. don give up.
jiayou for those people who lost their kins&loves one . got t move on w life (:
jiayou for everyone , you all have t be brave
&& this disaster let everyone see tt how fragile life is .
you might be happily having dinner or planning activities for th day when th unfortunate things happen.
so people please be reminded t treasure life & not talk aboout death un-necessary .
cos death might come any moment (: stay happy everyday & treasure your love ones (:
& please do a part for all those unfortunates (:
got to know somethg from these too. the world is still full of love (:
Great world we are living in eh (:

random-ness :'
gng t go out w ru sis & jo on sat!
heheheh! how happy can i be! i m gng t see ru ru soon!
hahaa (:
tkc everyone. ciaos (:

Monday pictures ( skl thn went out w sissy t woodlands (: )








Back from dinner everyone (:
ahahha, belated mother day t my precious mama!



went t batok 1 head t eat! yummy! my favourite tian ji porridge !
weeee yooo weet (:
anw. went to skl tday.
reach late. luckily cindy girl wait for me & she came up w a brilliant excuse t bluff tht mr EEE
Lol . hopefully he doesnt see this =x
thn class ! jialing is funny as usual ( bt nw she dao me )
si lingling ):
lols.
Aft class went t eat w cindy & co.
sandwiches & choco blended at atrium.
saw worst enemy =x
hahaha, lingling damn cute! LOL =x
she say face blackblack ?! wth! LOL
i keep blaming her for laughing =x
lol.
missses linqling alot =x
lol .
Thn went for eca aft break! lik so sian lah
me&co. was alr gng t slp .
--" i hope my eca wont fail .oops
thn homesweethome(:
ru sis msg me. good t hear tt her midyr improve alot!
(:
sis . meet up soons. miss ya pretty (:

Thn night eat w parents. tok alotalot.
mommy told us abt her trip t egypt. sounds lik torture
hahaha, she got lotsa mosquito bites now! =="
hahaha ok . gonna go slp soon.
i miss him so much =x
tkc& ciaos everyone (:

I am showing signs of depression ,
omfg. save me please someone.

1 . i keep scold vugalrities. (1o words all 10 words have . no exeggration)
2. i keep thinking people hates me
3. i think suicidal for love is stupid yet cool cos the ghost will come back t look for th "fu xin han"
4. i relys on sleeping pills t let myself sleep
5. i like bad guys.
6. i like love without any good happenings.

Omg! wth is wrong w me! --"
ever since th yr 2008 begins .
all good thgs come t an end.
except my sisters that will always be thr for me..
2008 sucks.
this yr valentine i got t know someone really special. & forever he will be.
someone just special t me.
i quess sorry is the only thing i can ever say t him.
you may hate me. bt i can only say sorry .
i m really sorry .
i got a new enemy in th yr 2008 .
i hate him to the core. i don care who saw this.
i jus want t post.if not tmr ppl might see headline , unknown girl committ suicide due t depression agn!--"
this enemy is actually quite a close friend of mine. bt due t my really busybody. poking my nose into people businesss . i got this enemy. its my fault seriously.
bt . i just donwanna admit. tts me.
i hate t admit fault.
arghhh, whtever. if i continue writing i might end up apologizing t my worst enemy.
no way! --"
2008 . i knw someone. someone i m so addicted t .
someone that can really change my fuking life.
someone i cant have.
someone i needed but noway.
whtever, bless him bless me.

alot may think thr are lots of people tt treats me good.
wht th hell i m gng t fan nao abt.
alot may think thr are many ppl tht sayang me.
but peeepo. i m sorry those are just superficial.
who knows thy might hate me deep down!
who knows th guy i like may really hates me , may think i m a nuisance.
oh whtever . back t emo! bb peeeps (:

(Okay .. so shd i cut bangs? or ?)





Woahhhhhhh, peeektures peeektures. more t come!

anw. i thhink i m gng t dye hair tmr!!

hahahahah (: wish me luck ppl!

Anw. i will update abit abt my few days event

. friday . had skl.

i missed old gd mr sami class! oh damn me.

i think i m gonna flunk everythg if i keep missing class ! ohhhhshit!

AND SUAYSUAY! i go class i saw Good mr sami! omg ! & he still so caring ask me

"oh wht happen t you ah ? are you alright ?

i was lik blur diao . so i just say. oh stomachache & .. ya fine.

lol. and he say. ohhhhh faster go class. bt yoo sure you cn manage? --"

He make me so guilty! =x

thn i rush t miss mariam class. did tutorial.

bt spend half of the period in toilet w jialing!

hohoho. she is damn funny lahs! love her muchhhhhhhhhhhhh (;

thn back t lesson.. Eca lecture however teacher give frreee period. so do our own stuffs.

thn brk 3 hours.

went t eat sushi tei w jialing&cindy (:

hahaha yumyum. jialing make us laugh till stomachpain seriously!

hahahha , sumo wrestler sumore lah!

lols xD

Thn went back skl . attend maths.

cindy went gagaga over some shuai gege or didi .

hahaha . his hair ! omg. i feel lik cutting it !

thn foool ard w bengmo & co during brk.

hahahah. camwhored & send song.

bengmo & co keep disturbing jialing.

hahahaha, so jialing help them w names lik animal . lol . funnneh her (:

thn aft skl went home chg rush t vivo meet jo baby (:

hahahah, i love her damndamdamn loads. (god knws how much =) )

hahaha, went t vivo got my noteboook

i got two pretty one ((:

thn went up t top floor outdooor.

i love th scenery thr, took pics w baby (:

nice one . we took solo toooo.

waited for vincent & hudson t come for movie .

hahaha. watch iron man . a nice show indeeed

i rate it 4 stars (:

.thn cab home slp like pig ):

hahahaha. next day which is tday went out slack w li .

at night went t eat w her parents. cool (:

bus home , & now i m gng t ton w sis .& also l8r out t eat

fucking someone haven reply me.

i m getting so fedup. i really donknow why!

damn lah damn! =="

TDAY (:

Meets up with sister,wyneee again (:
hahaha i love meeting ups w her luh!
anw. tday. laze ard at home till 2 pm. thn start t dilly dally preparing.
told ahben t meet me ard skl ard 2.30.
haahhaa. so rush t catch bus 184.
thn off t skl (:
damnIS mates. donwana meet me =x
lol.
anw, thn lesson lesson. mygod. i sit through 2 hours of Enguish again!
i hateeeeeeeee english lah!
--"
thn after tt meet sister,wynneee . she came block 5o find me (:
hehehehe, thn ..while waiting for her. ahben came t pei me agn (:
hohoho. thks ar thks (:
anw i shall post picts tmr. cos i m very tired
slping alr!
ciaos ! i love my sisters!
planning 4 sis gatherinqq! MY AI RENS. ai si ni men (:


He cant forget her.
i cant forget him.
wth is this.
i lik him & his perfectly cute actions&language.
i m feeling so in x3
I m feeling so childish. i need smth t curb me down. i think?

Tday .

Meet sister ,wyneee after skl .
went t be society meeting. i might reconsider joining.
hahaha, cindy came along too. cos her IS member dua her agn ?--"
hahah, thn after awhile thy keep tok abt recyling activities.
and we are not really interested. so we went off.
winx look so happy --"
lols
thn off we threee went .. Saw heh heh & EH EH. lol. (my sis & cindy understand)
sis went right in front of them and seee them! omg .
brave sis! hahaha. she told me . girl was okay. boy .. ehhh?
lols. funnneh her! =x
Cindy acc us t sit 184 t timah. haaa. cos np was crowded & so.
Girl alights at timah
while sis acc me sit 184 till Panjanq. Alighted & went t plaza for a walk.
Things was expensive ther, didnt got anything. except cheese spread & some tibits fr my bro (:
& stamps for dad.
thn mos burger for some shots & dinner!
roahrs!
thinking abt it. i have been having dinner outside almost everyday!
Control jiale Control!

thn home sweet home (:
done my enqlish IS . thks t vincent! omg!! (:
he helps me alot! hahaha & now he is off t slp!
have a good dreams (:
hao ren you hao bao (:
hahhaha, bb readers. i m off t my dream t kill some heartless peeepo tht offline halfway while chting! DAMNNNNN! . =x
hahah. happy day ^^


You are a friend.
a Tall & cute stranger turn friend
when i set my eye upon you.
i feel my heart burning w addiction.
your cute actions just keep me captivated.
I am feeling so so so burnt .
i love the feelings of being secretly in love w someone . Yes i m mad. yes i m (:

Streeess luh!

everything might be so fun t begin w .

Skl, New friends, New life & varieties of cca t choose from .

bt now everything is not falling into place.

my cca is shiat. i donknow wht t choose , & i m lazy .

i donknow why the hell i m born so lazy! =="

New friends. i cant get along w them , shit!

i tried to! even try t make damn lame conversation w them

however few exceptional . should nt list out their name. thy know themselves((:

anw. i have made a few very close friends thr toooo!

Cindy & Jialing! heh few bahs(:

lol =x

New life? Kinda seems t be used t it alr.

life without you ?

i want t leave you completely. can i ?

things seems so complicated now? or will you prove your love t me @ th last min.

i m waiting for a miracle t happen . really.

i have change alot. Bt i am never good enough for you .

leave me alone better right. why do so many things& in th end disappoint me time&time again .

BUT WENJIALE KNOWS !no matter what happens. Her sister will be there for her!

Her daddy, mommy , brother toooooo ( inshort ; her whole family)

Wenjiale .. will be strong & face up all these stupid thinqqqqqqs.

jiayouuuuuuuu (:

i donknow who are you .

why did yoo appear now&then in my mind

i know its not love.

then what is it?

soulmate? you ?

i wanted t laugh. i wanted t cry.

who th hell are you .. your calls & msgs make me so (:

bt if its love why dont i feel pain when you talk about her?

bt if it isnt ? what it is?

-Jiale is a bitchhh! --"