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i miss everything of yours! *sincerely.

hope you are back here ; just talking & sms-ing with you made me happy.

but ?

we are looking at different sky now. i know it.

& i know you will never be by my side looking at th same sky.

But probably you will be with others.

Albin havent call ! *crys

I THINK THE JOB IS BUANG LE! hais T.T

anw ; went out jo tday.

Omg suay lahhhhhhhhh!

List of suay-ness

- Raining ;

- waiting for albin call thn i suddenly say ALBIN DA GEI WOO! lol xD

- i THOUGHT he call me & i rumage my bag at th middle of street only t find its just some SONG i forget t CLOSE!

- Leg is sore ; Jo had blister cos of her heels ): (*poor girl )

- Tired tired tired

- no money !

& I think thts all?

& we went walking all ard , & keep meeting some elegant girls.

lol. Is keep meeting them lor lik following sia.

LOL.xD

Phototking thr && thn bus-ed home

talked alot tooo.

its always fun with her tgt shop no matter how tiredd& she always cheer me up
yeah thks girl ; JOJOYEE(:

thn home sweet home, Ok

now i will let pictures do th talking (:

love ya peeps , AND ADVANCE XMAS TO YOU FARAWAY (:

&& everybody !

tmr will be gng out with budds agn!

ohmy! hahaha, more pics tmr (:

1)Nanli&me (: my pretty babe . ; 2)Cremating xiaoma (nanli accidentally burn)? xD

Retarded Jiale alast(:

Me&My precious Girl (:

Angels sibo? LOL xD

I hope i can be a muderer & kill that f**king popular bitch!
-.-

arghhh* sacked & i am looking for job !
Stupid!
been slacking this few days.
gng out & spending money !!
money money & more money .
shiat!*
mom will be back soon ; donknow how on earth t tell her that her daughter lose tht fucking job!
SHIATTTTTTTT*
oh & people if you notice th vuglars in this post ; its all bcos of my stupid mood&attitude acting up agn!
heng * now got jojo sis pei me talk.
hahah. she th best lahs! always for me when i am down.
others ? i donknow whr th hell thy are alrdy. sms them don reply .
wtf! i am down on luck people . so next tim when you see me walking on th road
please ti xing me don fall. Thanks.
roars! What nonsense!. ARGHH guess i am mad.
anw. i will just post briefly now.

Friday ;
jo came overnight at my house, played jenga & Monopoly.
she slpt early . talked t bro abt my love life. & he advice me .
ohlalala! && its really cute.
shd talk more t my bro i think. haha

Saturday ;
went out with jo cos she wanted t go out.
prepared& went t marina sq .
went gap t find adeline & Apply for job thr.
Alblin , th manager talked alot t me as if i could really get that job.
& he say he wil try t squeeze me in . feel all happy & went for more shoppings.
gossips with jo & we find "she" is disgusting.
really cant judge a book by its cover,
& i learn about smths tht day.
maybe i can say i am a lil ` sad ?

Sunday ;
Met up with nanli.
Bus-ed over t chinatown& ate at some deserts shop for lunch.
wanted t treat nanli but she push th money t me.-.-
thn went over t kbox .
Dash cross th road , raining & so we got drench.
Damn-ed .
But still it was a very fun day! we sang like mad during k-session.
& thn bus-ed over t timah t slack.
slpt at bus & thanks nanli for tking care of me while i slp
cos she claimed tht my head was dropping! LOLxD
reached timah & once agn .
nanli treated me t dinner! WTF! i think i own her alot alrdy mans
i am gng t treat her whn i get my pay! don fight with me agn hor Li !!
HAHAHA,
& Thn went t talk, catch up & so.
that whole day , really have alot of memories of him
i am lik fucking sad. i donknow what comes over me. then i cry after bidding goodbye with li.
maybe chinatown? or rather talks with her?
i regret alot of things , guess my life is filled with regret.
Well. end of that day reminsce, don wanna post anymore.
i will post after i find a job thn!
May god bless me & my friends
Oh yaa! Good luck to those tking N -level for their results!
tkc evrybody!& please tag b4 you leave ! or else i might kill you all tooo! XDD
Muhaahahha!

People am back t post b4 gng t jo house.
Ohhhh, been back t contact with one of my Primary skl bestie, Nanli
yeahs. Went lim kopi & catch up with her on friday .
talked alot . && fun lahs.
talk abt life. tikos && Love
Laugh all the way . && her bf is fcuking funny lahs!
OMG!! lols
The time spend is really short but sweet & Fun .
It makes me really think back t th past.
th primary skl life.
i don really miss it. as in primary i lost alot of things.
i lost alot of friends due t my stupid temper & so.
But i still miss my friends thr. the times i spend thr.
all the thgs i lost thr.
Rmb in those days.
I was always th one being protected by Nanli As thr is th big stupid giant always lie & Bully me!!
SHIT ONE! i still rmb his fcuking name!!
=X
& I still rmb in those days i was th one always thinking of stupid plans that backfired and she s always helping me.
& Alot. i just wanna say thanks and sorry t her.
haha. Wells. guess its another emo post agn uh?
LOL.
anw. gonna go jo house soon && thn t meet Nanli agn.
catch up sumore!!
hahaah, shal go prepare now.
tkkare everybody.


& to x : Can i know your whole name? Thanks for feeling my post. LOL. hope you stay happy ya!(: && everlasting with my friend

Hais. life sucks.
i donknow why so many emotions came t me now
Unwanted ; Stupid && Nervous && Anguish.
i know i have gr8 friends ; family & so.
But its just emotion problem
heard one song . it reminds me of th past.
I spend so much Time&Youth on one guy ..
shall not say his name ; Just MrG.
Its all wasted .. every single mins & Sec i spend on him
everything i did for him , its all just fuckshit t him
but i knw he isnt worth it. yet all i do was do more thgs for him
i give in t him every quarell we have.
& wht i get was still th same shit!
i really think i am th most stupid shit ever lived.
maybe th months we are together i am just a shit who he doesnt even care . right G?
i donknow why i am blogging all these. i just cant swallow th hatred , th past , the stupid thgs i done for him.


Well. forget it . is all in th past
& in th present. Thr is Him.
A He whom i known so long.& didnt notice till recently .
A He who once give me so much hope&Shatter it with just one sms .
A He who live a different life from mine
A He who confide me & treats me as merely good friend.
A He who i donknow what is th reason that make me miss him so much suddenly
To think i would just forget about him
haahahhahahhahha~ all is just my naive thinking.
i would tell th whole world when i am happy i can forget you.
but when i am sad i would tell them i miss you.
i donknow what i really want.
could you tell me?
Why do you give me so much hope in th first place.
i really hate shattered hopes.
i hate those weird dreams at night.
i hate how useless i am that cant make you Mine
no matter what i do. your heart always are oblivious t anything.
Well. good luck t you .
i only hope we will continue t be th best of friend(:


你太诚实-s.h.e

谁拉住我
谁救救我
我从高空狠狠地坠落
谁叫醒我说这是梦
说你和她什么都还没有
在窒息的沉默中你握住我的手
爱怎么了
我怎么了
一句话都没有说
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子
你没有错
我没有错
像一阵风吹熄了承诺
你挣扎过
你要我懂
那谁来懂我心里的黑洞
我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我
想开一切
正疮百口
宁愿到底怎么过
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子哦~
~我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 ho~
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
ho~你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子