Hais. life sucks.
i donknow why so many emotions came t me now
Unwanted ; Stupid && Nervous && Anguish.
i know i have gr8 friends ; family & so.
But its just emotion problem
heard one song . it reminds me of th past.
I spend so much Time&Youth on one guy ..
shall not say his name ; Just MrG.
Its all wasted .. every single mins & Sec i spend on him
everything i did for him , its all just fuckshit t him
but i knw he isnt worth it. yet all i do was do more thgs for him
i give in t him every quarell we have.
& wht i get was still th same shit!
i really think i am th most stupid shit ever lived.
maybe th months we are together i am just a shit who he doesnt even care . right G?
i donknow why i am blogging all these. i just cant swallow th hatred , th past , the stupid thgs i done for him.


Well. forget it . is all in th past
& in th present. Thr is Him.
A He whom i known so long.& didnt notice till recently .
A He who once give me so much hope&Shatter it with just one sms .
A He who live a different life from mine
A He who confide me & treats me as merely good friend.
A He who i donknow what is th reason that make me miss him so much suddenly
To think i would just forget about him
haahahhahahhahha~ all is just my naive thinking.
i would tell th whole world when i am happy i can forget you.
but when i am sad i would tell them i miss you.
i donknow what i really want.
could you tell me?
Why do you give me so much hope in th first place.
i really hate shattered hopes.
i hate those weird dreams at night.
i hate how useless i am that cant make you Mine
no matter what i do. your heart always are oblivious t anything.
Well. good luck t you .
i only hope we will continue t be th best of friend(:


你太诚实-s.h.e

谁拉住我
谁救救我
我从高空狠狠地坠落
谁叫醒我说这是梦
说你和她什么都还没有
在窒息的沉默中你握住我的手
爱怎么了
我怎么了
一句话都没有说
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子
你没有错
我没有错
像一阵风吹熄了承诺
你挣扎过
你要我懂
那谁来懂我心里的黑洞
我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我
想开一切
正疮百口
宁愿到底怎么过
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子哦~
~我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 ho~
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
ho~你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子