Economics like sucking my brain cells away Now !
Shit . save me anyone ?

WELL. decided to post since i m like so damn shag ,
I think my blog is like soon sooon gng to close down man.
Dead shit .
Anw , 29Oct2008 .


I got a damn huge surprise ytd(28oct) . well nt really good if i shd say .
This time i lost it . good&forever .
well. bt i guess it will all get better in time ,
(:
& dk . you got smthg right again k. so you arent useless , atleast you cn read my dumb mind --"

Tday which is like 29oct.
I am late for meeting irvin again! =x
Oops . i m always late lah.
Shd learn how to be punctual & i think i shd put this on my wishlist l8r so i could achieve it ! *smirks ;D
anw. lik i say i was late & of cos we were late for class.
But being a good soul , of cos irvin forgive me .
& Maths Quiz tday.
SHIT . I M SO GONNA FLUNK LAH.
parabola and so on?! WTH MR FOOO. I REALLY DON LIKE YOU. =="
i want t pass maths lah,
failing maths made me feel so useless.
I want to get 3.9 GPA .
uhoh =x too high hor.
hahhaha =D well. i very shag lah tday.
forgive me if all these is crap cos i m lik damn cui tday =="
k lah. i shall ciao now . (:
tkc readers. bbb(:

Yayneesss to being A-L-I-V-E & H-E-A-L-T-H-Y (:

i saw a damn touching show on chnl 8 Just now !

finally singapore shows are making big improvement & finally it is worth seeing .

Anw , its abt reality show that feature those less fortunate family in singapore.

& for tday eposoide they are featuring on a family of 4 siblings , & sadly three of them are retards . The only normal one are protective over them & don let them to be independent hence all the burden of tking care and earning money was his responsiblity .

And seriously i think this kind of brother damn goood (: bt thy do nt know hygiene ,

ND seriously , i do not know singapore still got Families in this kinda poor state.

fuck
! i should seriously read And see more of the News! ):

i wannnaaa be volunteeer lah! Bt toooooooooo bad i m afraid of cockroach & small little pest

& after watching this show i find that my problem is too small to be a problem !

BEST IS ME & MY WHOLE FAMILY ARE STILL HEALTHILY LIVING (:

Bt well, sometimes i do get emo & suddenly think of all the negative happening

Like tday, well definetely not a good day i shd say

i spend lik Half a day thinking of him & wht the fuck is happening to us?

everything is like turning frm bad to worst .

& i just think of him like a fool .

i tried to walk away , bt i could not help turning back to see if there is any glimpse of hope .

do you understand how much i fall now?

i feeel so damn fuck up now ,

imagine i ... am lik helplessly watching you and me distant away.

Fuggg . cn you pls at least tell me smth?

Like byebye? or smth at least to let me know you are here before?

& seriously friends and sister are nt helping at all !

Thy are just encouraging me to give up give up give up !

fuggggggggg. I Donwan to give up wout tryin lah! bt i lost my courage somehow .

& even i donwan to give up , i must,

bcos i feel so damn inferior .

i just fall a little tooo deep

Bt i m sure it will all get btr in Time .

Amazing or not ?
there are two different sides even if only is a similar face in that one person .
can you all seee the different face in me ?
hahahha.
made this discovery thanks to my sister ruru (:
met up w her this afternoon as Cindy wanna pass her paper&help notes . ( Hope it will help her out ) Good luck for Os my sisters ; Ruru & jojo(:
Anyway. met up w sis Jo to support her Os.
And i m the early bird tday !
Waited for her & have a lil lame chat to soothe her nervous-ness , b4 she went for th major exam .
hope it helps (:
& Hope all People that are tking Os this yr will score well (: jy ..

& i really donknw why i think tooo much.
everything , yes , Noted that is everything beeen a fuck for me .
i hate . i hate this world , hate that everyone is so materialistic , hate that i m brainless
hate that whatever i do dont seems right,
hate that whoever i love wont love me back ,
Hate that i have to listen comments everywhere , Hate that people everywhere getting like shitty attitude,
HATE THAT I CANT BE ME ! i must chg & chg & fucking chg more to adapt to th now envt .
hate that my mom cant born me with sharp nose , big eyes & strong teeth.
arghhhh, i m unsatisfy with alot of things.
i donknow how to calm down.
the feeeling sucks. & i think maybe a slp will be btr for me now?
. ciaos thn . will be back.


why . why you?
inferior was everything that spelled for me.
i hated that feeling
i hated that you are like the butterfly , sky , beautiful things & i m nothing
i hate to feel inferior to you.
fuck
!

I AM BACK !
Not to post..
But to ... Wish my sisters RuRu & Jojo all the best for their O levels !
of cos to my other friends that are tking Os and Ns this yr
!
i seriously feeelt nthg to post
! except ...

YES ! i abs love my new Hairstyleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wlao eh ! ((:
nd my modules are like interesting this term ! Hope i cn get GPA 3.0 !!
hahahaha.

& last but nt least !
Jojo !! you the best lah .. best best best !
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU (: