special.

In another more 10 mins it will be your birthday.
Happy happy 19th birthday . to "you"
its a sad thing i could not wish you directly. well. Hopefully you see this.
(:

A song delicated for you . xxxxx.
我的心怎么了。
ga'ji'mal'rae'do' meom'cweo'seo'rae'do'
00:22.12]neo'reul' hyang'hae'ga'neun' nae' mam'in'geo
00:26.19]dalh'ji'do' anh'ni' jul'ji'do' anh'ni'
00:31.07]wae'i'ri' nae' sa'rang'eun'
00:35.12]cu'eog' ha'na'ha'na' se'go' ddo' se'neu'ra'
00:40.10]mam'eun' han'si'do' swi'jil'mos'hae'
00:44.48]ga'nu'gi'do' deun' jim'man' doel'ten'de'
00:49.24]wae' nan' beo'ri'ji'do' mos'ha'neun'ji'
00:52.92]jeong'mal' ga'seum'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
00:58.04]nun'meon' sa'rang'e' ba'bo'ga' dwaess'na'bwa'
01:02.31]o'jig' han'gos'man' mae'il' han'gos'man'
01:07.06]neo'ran' seul'peun' bic'eul' ba'ra'bo'da'
01:11.54]nun'mul'saem'ma'jeo'do' go'jang'i' nass'na'bwa'
01:15.75]ja'ggu' nun'mul'i' meoj'jil' anh'a'
01:19.65]geu'jeo' han'ma'di'man' sa'rang'hae' han'ma'di'man'
01:25.54]nae'ge' mal'hae'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
01:34.23]son'eul' bbeod'eo'bwa'do' a'mu'ri' bul'reo'do'
01:38.21]neo'neun' nae'ge'seo' meol'gi'man' hae'
01:42.31]a'peun' sang'ceo'man' doel' sa'rang'il'ten'de'
01:47.40]wae' nan' ji'u'ji'do' mos'ha'neun'ji'
01:51.76]jeong'mal' ga'seum'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
01:56.08]nun'meon' sa'rang'e' ba'bo'ga' dwaess'na'bwa'
02:00.73]o'jig' han'gos'man' mae'il' han'gos'man'
02:05.07]neo'ran' seul'peun' bic'eul' ba'ra'bo'da'
02:09.29]nun'mul'saem'ma'jeo'do' go'jang'i' nass'na'bwa'
02:14.24]ja'ggu' nun'mul'i' meoj'jil' anh'a'
02:18.49]geu'jeo' han'ma'di'man' sa'rang'hae' han'ma'di'man'
02:23.71]nae'ge' mal'hae'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
02:28.55]ni'ga' us'eu'myeon' na'do' haeng'bog'ha'dan'
02:31.73]geo'jis'mal'ro' nal' wi'ro'hae' bo'ji'man'
02:36.92]ni'ga' hyang'hae'seon' gos' nae'ga' a'ni'ra'seo'
02:41.19]oe'ro'un' nun'mul'i' heul'reo'
02:43.78]jeong'mal' sim'jang'i' eo'ddeoh'ge' dwaess'na'bwa'
02:51.98]deun' sa'rang'e' mi'cyeo'beo'ryeoss'na'bwa'
02:56.63]gaj'ji'do' mos'hae' ij'ji'do' mos'hae'
03:01.65]neo'reul' ha'ru'ha'ru' gi'da'ri'da'
03:05.78]neo'mu'na' geu'ri'weo' tal'i' nan'geon'geo'bwa'
03:09.54]neo'reul' neo'mu'na' sa'rang'hae'seo'
03:14.10]geu'jeo' han'ga'ji'man' ni' ma'eum' han'ga'ji'man'
03:19.11]nae'ge' na'nweo'ju'myeon' an'doe'ni'
03:22.75]na'reul' sa'rang'ha'myeon' an'doe'ni'

After the release of their 2nd full-length album at the end of July,

the boys will begin the first leg of their concert tour in

Seoul on 1st August. From there, they will be flying to

Japan, China, Hong Kong, Taiwan and Thailand, etc for their concert tour until the end of the year.

1st, 2nd August - Seoul, S. Korea

13th August - Tokyo, Japan

The above are confirmed.

The below are pending actual dates.

October - China, Hong Kong, Taiwan

November - Thailand

December - Malaysia, Singapore. (credits : allkpop)

believe it or not. i am so going to see `em .

whos On for it ? tell me .

Okay ss501 aside.

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Yes, we finally hav our all girls outing ytd. ( Sisters)

it was just a trip to suntec city , and esplanades. However. that really makes my day.

A fruitful day spend w them .

ended w much camwhores and hurry-ing. As jojo is rushing home.

shares talks and jokes. gossips w them.

amazing . (: i love days out like that.

pending dates to be confirmed is on monday . another sister nights out ?

confirm asap okay .

(:

I am so so so curious over this handsign.

hahaha, inside joke w sis over this handsign when we headed over to town to buy jo`s present.

sibey cute them. and yes , this handsign stands fr the infamous "fuck you"

thanks to some cute lil girl inside IT fair. i got to learn new trend.

hahaha, cant deny i m old alrd.

lol.

Sometimes looking back . i feel that i m old. matured.

somethings change. somethings forever do not.

like characters and some friendships.

they would last forever. dont they?

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seriously. ytd is the last time i m making any first move . suit you boy,

frever dont talk better okay.

i would just act like i didnt ever know you.

SENTOSA , JO BIG DAY(:

(frigin sun shine till cant open eye ! ) >> but w shades all of us can smile nw(:

( Blocked Xinru. tk 1 )

uhhuhhh, all of us finally (:

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Finally part one of the pictures is posted up .

well. Firstly a very happy bday to my lovely sis - Jocelyn yee.

is her 18th birthday , finally she is of legal age for her club, liquor and more things.

18 of age , and yes my lil girl can finallly labelled as grownups.

congratualations.

believe it or not , i`ve seen this girl transform&grow prettier day by day .

to my bff: i love you , cherish this magical friendship /sistership betwweeen us.

Happy Birthday Once again (:

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Anw. Spend like 2 days discussing her bday w xr and winx.

wanted to make this her most unforgettable one.

and . plans was to go sentosa then a movie.

sounds like simple right?

Actually is simple and nice , we enjoyed it , thats all that matter.

Meet around 11 w xr and winx first . at 188 bus-stop. was late cos i FORGOT jo`s present .

nb , forgetful me--"

then rush home to tk. thn rush to meet `em.

meet jo @ vivo. kinda rush , went to buy movie tickets

- Ghost of ex-girlfriends past

then we didnt told jo picnic plans was surprise fr her. she even thought that we are bringing that truckloads of food into th cinema ,

OMYHOLYGOD. see how naive and cute is my sissy. =x aiyo!

then ,head over to sentosa . talktalktalks non-stop.

Funny thing happen over in th monorail.

Random guy: Hey , can you please help me tk a pict of me ?

Jiale : HAHAHA ( laughing @ smth sis says) orh.

Random guy : Posing ,

Jiale snaps it .

Jiale still messing w the cam finding th photo fr winx to see.

Random guy stone watching jiale meddling w his camera.

Xinru: HELLO , 你们要Invade他的privacy ar？

Jialeandwinnie : Oh yahor. Hands over th cam

Random guy : eh. thanks . **still half-stoning

LOL

After that , we sat whole round of siloso tram , when our location is palawan beach .

oh damn, so suagu lorrr.

but nevertheless it was fun , rounds and rounds.

Finally eat and camwhore time.

give jo her firsst surprise .

- Scrapbooook w pictures , there is even kimbun too.

(((((:

she was so so so in love w that book la. can say she see upteem time alr.

( SUCCESS IN FIRST SURPRISE)

then jojo suddenly hand us her letter for us . actually nt suprise for me alr ,

WINNIE LA! xS

hahaha but am stil very happy she make the effort to give us things too. and its her bday mind you. jojo is the best , i m sure(:

all of us was surprise and happy. thrs proof fr this ( Pictures up)

and then begin our sentosa. sit there chit chat , eatttttt. and camwhore.

Then when 4plus came , Left sentosa . went vivo fr our movie

Touching seh the movie. cried like 3 times and night came !

More surprise cming up.

post tonight w the pictures.

Once again HAPPY 18 JOJO(:

and in lik 7 hours . its going to be a brand new day.

And jo will be likeeee18181818. BUT NT HER BDAY ANYMORE

well.... enjoy th moments w your family kkkay(:

love you bloody lots sis(:

Sisters. Korea , and sadness.

(SS501 Without leader )

I just finish ep on romantic sky w ss501.

it was definitely hilarious .( As always w baby )

And that show seriously make me wna go to korea soon.

seoul is like shopping paradize Nd , jeju is so beautiful .

i m sure sissys will be like , " WE CAN CAMWHORE NON-STOP There"

haha okay i m sure i would be the first to say that.

oh god , i seriously cant wait for korea trips w sissys(:

miss em` all like hell.

been so long time since we 4 gathered.

and to be honest , i dont even have our 4 pictures.

, but nevertheless , when we do gather. its definetely crazy girls night out ,

definetely camwhoring non -stop and updating about our lives , guys and whatsoever.

. sometimes i cant stop thinking when would all these end?

Our friendship i meant , not that i want it to end .

But . for me , nothing is forever . so when i hav gr8 friends like them , i tend to treasure more. tend to be mushier . whatever.

but sissys assurance like " strong friendships like us do not need frequent meetups as our heart will always hv each other"

Sweet things like that always make me smile brightly.

Assurance always brings my thinkings to an end.

Sometimes when i just browse through their blogs. friends blogs whosoever.

i know my sissys are having great friends out there. Cliques that enjoys each other company.

to be honest i have always envious of them having great cliques. and then i think back to mine.

. i m speechless.

just feel a overwhelming sadness coming over me .

what have i not done good? or probably cliques and my thinking are really off.

)):

whatever.

Sometimes i really wish to go back to the past.
i have regretted alot.
& i really wanna try to change everything,
probably i will be a better person.

Read somethings on internet that made me super pissed off yesterday ,

have been thinking what to say to the "post-er" of that ,

Cant seem to find the webpage tday , but instead got alot of 收获。

GOT MYSELF ALOT OF BABY PICTURES.

oh my holy god ,he is so damn perfect la! ((((:

cant wait for ss501 to come spore soon,

you bet i will go , Yes i will. even if i donknow korean, i m learning now !

frm youtube videos la!

awwwww-ness.

i think i m back to watching videos again.

heading out soon.

oh yea, hope my pimple recover faster. itchy hands --'

Common test week.

Hello peoplee. been so hectic this week, with common test coming up & debarment result going to be out fr my Qs.

. mood hasnt been that good lately. but but but . thanks to my sisters meeting me as often as they can. been meeting w different of them this week, but ru is too busy ,

well its okay. i understand.

Debarment has dealt a great blow to me , i never thought i would get myself in this kind of trouble . ever.

and i m thankful to daddy who always stand by me, even through this.

such an embarrasment to him ,to go school and beg fr my forgiveness.

its not even his business .

Thanks dad . i promise i will make you proud of me.

My life sucks now , and its thanks to me , my ownself.

Like what mommy say. your life is not suppose to be lik tt , everything is you make it out w your own hands.

Sorry mommy daddy.

i m a disappointment.

&sis , thanks fr all your kind words. & Of cos my cliques that make me laugh .

Thanks people. would update you on mon again.

i still miss you ,

sometimes i hope its always you , to pick me when i fall.

the past is always fresh in my mind , its been 2 years. everything changed.

you got your own girl , own life. own happiness.

i Will never go and destroy your happy world.

thou i really wish to ,

but . i wont.

its just that i miss you , just that i miss those happy times.

those happy smiley faces we always have,

those faces you gave when we are quarelling , those jokes you say when i m bored,

. i miss you . but you are never going to be here again.

I wish you forever happiness.

Adults . tsk.
what do i understand.
Nothing. except most of them are like two headed snakes
Sometimes i m thinking , what am i stil doing around in this world.
Fuck up life. Fuck up Studies.
Fuck up Everything.
I wish i had the lil ` courage to end it.
shit .