you can make me whole again .

i count every single steps yoo tk to

leave me behind...

heys ; people , tmr its my maths exam

ok! & i am right here posting instead of studying -.-

well. i am gng to study l8r .

anw ; i just read Her blog.

i am still confuse over what she say.

do she mean Him

Haiya. confuse freako mans them!

well ; & i am reading& deleting all the past conversation with him.

is that going to help ?

well. i really donknow lars.

its been so long since he`ve been gone.

i have used ways&means to make him come back.

but i never succeed!

instead i can say i have make him hate me more&more each single time each ways&means was used.

hais. what more can i say.

i am a failure.

but i miss you ; i really do.

teach me the method to make you mine again will you?

good luck for maths tmr my dear friends ((:

good luck to me too. i want to pass badly.

well. i would post soons.

sry if this post bored you all ars. =x

Everyone here!? HELLOOOO =D

I was so happy when you smiled.
Your smile breaks through the clouds of gray.
Far from the sunny days that lie in sleep.

Waiting in Patience for the Spring.
When the flowers will bloom renewed again.
knowing there’s more beyond the pain of today.

Although the scars of yesterday remain.
You can go on living as much as your heart believes.
You can’t be born again although you can change.
Lets stay together always...
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Anw ; this poem or whatever is given by aaron xiaodi to me.
he says suit me & i can put it in my blog.
so tada* here it is =D

anw. today didnt go out at all.
only for tution.
haha. & in the morning tht pig morning called me t` wake up .
but unsucessfully; in the end i woke up myself at a l8r time.
Tution& went home after that.
slacked at home ; called jo at talk.
whoohooo. i miss sister damn lots now.
& i wonder why?
lols. well relax i am not a lesbian.
just being influence by some touching show ..
yeah..
hahaa. okie. Post till here.
tmr a new Skl day.
tkc& study hard everyone!

Oh last but not least
Yooo are always on my mind =DD
Loveee you.

heys everyone. back t post.
been neglecting my blog so long le.
haha. will do a brief summary of wht hpn this few days =D

7aug
vian girlfriend bday;
went ahru house to celebrate after skl& we bought for her cake!
heheh. hope she like it! =)
hms, while waiting for jojo to come.
me ; xinru& vian was playing true or dare by zhong ji mi ma!
& wakakak. my luck was damn good tt day & thy keep zhong but not me!
lols. & vian was asked to do smthg funny!
omg. xinru & me laff till peng lor!
haha. : vian you just good only ! =DD
& the boys came at 5 plus
damn long only. & aaron xiaodi bought alot of snacks & drinks!
whooohoo ! thks to him i finally tasted my long -long lost lime barcardi flavour!
whoohoo =D
& i got red face just by a lil of barcardi! aww still tht useless in drinking!
but i am not drunk yet.
but all of them think i am.
so went home quite early.
& thn cht online & so.
But still. lastly for the day i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVIAN GIRLFRIEND =DD

8 aug

Finally ; the day i turn 16.
recieved lots of msg from love ones & even got lots of ppl coming to tell me happy birthday at botanic.
thks ppl!
ok! so anw. tht day was a gr8 day at botanic garden with 4e5 classmates!
yeahs. my classmates are great ppl!
i will definately miss 4e5 when we all leave hillgrove.
we have fun ; laughter & even angry moments tgt yea?
and although yoo all keep calling me squiddo but its still alright. cos i know yoo all are just jking and meant no harm yea,
no matter wht . 4e5 will be united as one for life =D
oh yea. & we took pics ; lame one in botanic garden.
shall post it up soons.
& also vian girlfriend piggy-back me in botanic garden as i am too tired to walk on!
yeah. thks =D
loveyaa lots!
& in the afternoon ; went sentosa with sisters; girlfriend; yj & co.
was a fun day . experience luge& 4d thg.
it was great exp. & thks to them i had such a wonderful bday.
night we went vivo to meet raymond thy all.
haha. damn . thy keep shooting me!
chuanmin even say i cause him to miss the bus!
arghh. i did wave lor!!
is the bus driver fault . kok eye wan!
-.-
& after eating went to play with sisters& co at playgrd.
damn nice lar.
i was playing this stupid seesaw thg tht goes up&down with baddy!
till he hurt me!
awwwwwww!
in pain*
i have big blueblacks on my kneecap& right leg now!
roar! but baddy did have retribution lar.
so . hehehe =D he is suffering with me
xPp
ahah.
& when we think everything is ending happily & walk to our bus int.
xinru found tht she lost her wallet .
so in the end we rush back help her find.
is find la. but the money all lost.
-.-
thks for raymond help finding tooo =D
er. lols. i shall leave it for xinru to thks others thn.
okay i shall post til here.
shall go talk to ahsoh le!
wahahhaha. he is boredd =x
eh. bye everyone.
night ; love&misses.

Love sisters =DD

i don need you nomore.

Heys people.
back to post.
hms, well . about the boy in my tag.
i am very tired to entertain you liao ; seriously i donknow who are you .
but you wan come here tag simi admire all these pls don say whtever breast ; armpit ;
wan disiao put name la.
lik tht very nice to play meh? childish sio -.-

anw. tday my post will be abt ytd outings with my pretty girlfriends =D
so . meet them ard 3 plus as i had a bad stomachache.
& damn ; jo was at the wrong place wating long for me!
so i was lik damn angry cause so long & i stand thr give alot passer-bengs disiao sia!
-.- so i called her & ask her faster!
finally she reach.& we wait for ahru&winx lor.
thy hor thr also damn long. 8 bus passes b4 thy finally come
so went to penisular.
haha. & was lost thr.
-.-
finally eri help us &we finally get t the right place.
but thr also same ; empty buildinqq -.-
so we went to toilet zilian! =x
lols.
&& afta tht we walk pass supreme court* ( the place i wrking next time=x)
hahaa. buaypaiseh*
lols.
& i beg them to help me tk a shot of me standing infront!
hahaa. see BEG sumore. LOL
cause thy all think i siaopeh ; daydream too much!
lols.
thn aft tht we saw lots of nice scenery & we went snap all the way!
hahhaahah =x
&& thn cht & sing like siaopehs ,
lols. thn 8 plus went to see some concert ; lots of cool&rock people.
& alot of malays tht seems to be so shuai&pretty!
omg i am like standing thr envy-ing.
lols .
& i saw someone in my skl . omg ; he is damn shuai&cool .
sisters agree too =D
& ard 9 plus whn we decide go bugis. eri ask us go find her
so we went.
& thy had a bunch of crazy yet cool friends =D
& maryam is damn pretty last night =D
hms. thn after abit of laugh & thgs liktht we went home
& jo went first as her 106 is so fast dao lor!
while me; winx&xr bus same time.
so off we go & home sweet home =D
did have a lil talk with dad. & i wan to say.
DAD ; I BELIEVE IN YOU =))

anw. i hav somethings to say to my sisters.
xinru ; winx & jojoyee.
Thanks for all the thgs you all hav done for me.
rmb last time we first met each other ; we had alot of negative feelings for ech other.
4 of us same ;
haha. is that coicidence?
lols
& after awhile we click & had been good friends since
through thick or thin ; you all have really been thr for me.
& also hear me talk about zhupipi lar ; tofu lar.
so mani names
haha. thks for all the patience you all give.
& also jojo ; thanks for alotalot of things . you should know laa.
& also giving me so much fun whn out with yoo all .
&always help me with so much like boys prob & so.
hope afta leaving this skl! our friendship stil can be as strong as now
Sisters ; hope this friendship road can be as long as ever!
Loves =D

&for the one ; jiahao .
i dare to write this name as i know this will be the last time i am writing abt you.
i don care whether anione lik anot.
but all i gonna tell you is . i am gng to do as you wish .
forget you & carry on with my life.
but i still hope we can be friends or maybe btr good friends.
thats all i think now.
i no longer held any hope of you be my boy animore
like you say . all tht is so long ago . & no point sayinq or hearing anythg about it now
let that be yet another chapter of my life .
thks for the beautiful memories anw .
& if you stil want to forget me completely & not even be friend.
i will respect your decision .
& lastly . goodbye & tkc.
i will always remember the good times.
& hope you wil always be happy =D