have a sudden urge to post .
Well ; went home with yinhui today! &
as usual , we had talks all the way til home.
haha. & i enjoyed the talks!
talk to her abt my probs all these .
& she gave really good suggestions.
& i am really sry abt being dao ppls
i just donknow why i am reacting liddat too.
i tried to be friendly. but i guess i am just too tired.
everytime i wanted to smile& sayhello. something in my brain just tell me don reply.
& i really donknow why.
but trust me ppl i will change. =DD

hms. also had talks wibs minshan Tday. as i am sitting next to her.
& even her . can see i truly still love&misses him
i wonder why he cant see that.
but something i might have known is he do not like me animore.
thats wht his friend told me.
thts wht all his action told me.
i wonder why am i this silly to wait & pray for the fcuking past to come back.
hais. am i that crazy for him?
sometimes i even wonder what will it be if we are still tgt?
will we still be talking long hours non stop thru phone?
will he be holding my hand & telling me to be careful whn crossing the road
will he still be calling me silly &blur
will we still be giving names to each others?
all this & that is all that i hav been thinking day & night
all the will & ifs. will thy really happen?
i really misses & want the past back
i miss the days we are always tgt .
boy i really miss you so .
T.T

well. i am carrying on with my post.
& today was a funny day lar
all cause of MY DUMB SISTER - WINX
funny actions ; funny talks ; funny explanations from her.
but i still misses jojoyee.
hai. she hav been sick sick sick!
hope she faster recover thn can crap with me more =DD
hehehe.
er. & today late. Mr mustafa ask me & winx run 4 round.
but cause we are too tired & so . we run abt two round &
shortcut ( A MISTAKE) to let mr mustafa sign our slip
well. all this let mr ERIC koh saw!
& he tells us to run 5 more round! That siaopeh!
-.-
& he talks to us abt intergrity which makes winx boil.
& we are cursing & runninq at the same time by then.
thn went back to class with messy hairdos.
okay! minshan commented that i look damn messy
urgh ;
& as usual ; mrloh say i went to sell rojak.
whatever la. i don even know what tht means.
thn had Chemistry ; social studies & assembly
i hate assembly show! so bored.
& i went chit chatting with yunjia all the way .
ok. & yj commented tht i look like songhua.
& i qot a damn shock.
complaints & stuff to winx
& thn i find yj and ask him.
thn he say me & songhua is pattern - people.
talk also la ; leh ; lor; mah; meh.
all these.
okay ppls i am gng t change! i swear!
cause i find all this action & stuffs make me look stupid!
& cj say all this stuff make me look good to bully & a damn ahlian
-.-
it doesnt match lar. ahlian still good to bully. but well
i am gng to Change!
wish me sucess ppls.
hms. & had mock for last 3 period.
paper was hard& it was raining outside.
so i keep falling asleep while dnq it!
lols. but still i get to know how O levels paper is set .
so shd be okie la.
guess i am gng to prepare for Os now!
like wht the old sayings say : better to be late than never!
so i shall start now. with english & my science esp!
had been getting real low marks for sci .(chem)
hms thts all for today post. Tkc everyone =D

So now what should i do?
should i carry on my life.
or jus stay thr waiting for my dreams to come true.
boy ; i m just so afraid of any choice i made.
thinqs that brought us nearer will bring us even further away.

Heys ;
back to post!
today didnt go skl! &
i am gng to die tmr liao!
cause i hav no excuse.
today is all becos of too tired & late thn i donwan go de lor.
shit!
hais! so t`day stayed home wibs my maid!
as my mom went to shopping.
haha. so was watching tv plus dng maths all the way!
& i finally understand the circle thingy.
thks to annoymous ;D
haha. well tht person don wan bao lou shen fen. so i shall name tht anno.
lols.
well i think thats all for today!
oh ; and for one thinq ; i MISSED jojoyee =DD
& for tmr. i think am gng out wibs xinru after skl!
yeah! twist*
shall post agn tmr!

Sometimes ignorance is really bliss.
i always wonder am i that naive. & my answer is always yes.
well ; i hope you would find your happiness soon .
& if you cant . rmb i am always right here waiting.
boy ; i really miss you so .
would birthday wish really come true?

will i find "you" somedays?

heys everyone.
here to post aqn,
gng to slp soon. hais.
but i feel damn troubled now.
i donknow wht to do lehs.
hais.
his nick?
actually last time only NAME only mah! NOW WRITE TILL SO MANY THING!
hais. also so emo nick. but sure after a few days have girlfriend le!
arghh! am so afraid to hear tht.
hais. last time all is like tht.
hais. sumore his horoscope wht patch with THE EX!
-.-
roars. donknow wht more to say.
sometimes i feel tht i am veryvery stupid.
like wht thy say lor. hais
why uh!? && i like one always is damn fcuking wont give ani chance to me .
WTF! why am i dng this to myself!
well ; i also donknow .
maybe really is time to let nature tk its course ;
i am gng to give up everything right now.
cause i have think thru while i am writing all these.
& also cause i just saw "someone" blog.
what he says really make sense.
although i don deny is i hope for who he say is me.
but. well. all is just a hope lar.
dao tou lai also not me.
haha. ppl must be thinking why i like two guys at the same time riqht.
& will think i flirt?
haha. actually i think its more of fickle-minded .
But seriously . both of them.
even how long i wait ; is just pointless waiting.
i believe one day i might just find my prince charming eh?
well . let god decide all of this .
& NOW ; i will just concentrate on Os & get to my desired Course.
& also. i will try to start to post in perfect english =DD

racial harmony Day =D

i did HAVE A pimple !!! =(

Me ; xinru ; winx & jasmine =D



4e5 GIRLS yeah! ROCKS ;D

heys, everyone. change my blogskins. & so. its a failure uh? haha ; shall ask marmiie or Jojoyee to help me thn? haha, damn love this skin! whoohooo =D okoks. start my post now & enuf craps! so today ; 21July. jojoyee is coming l8r! & i woke up at 1plus tday . as thr is no skl. & it is a rainy day! shiok! & ytd . i had a great great time with girlfriends & of cause my "fake boyfriend" haha. ytd went to skl as usual. & it is racial harmony day. so .. yups. our whole class agreed to wear cheongsams ; baba ; & malay costume ( during the days i am not thr ) er, so ytd i ended up wearing a black malay trad costume haha. i seems like introducing the culture of the costme. lols . well this is wht hpn whn the blogger owner is too luo suo!haha & during recess. we went snap snap all the way =D camwhored with ahsiao alot! && wakakakas. she is really siao one lor! ;P & thn mock exam during last period with the costumes on! omygod! fcuking hot okays! i sweat like pig! & raymond tht sarcastic boy still say wah so cooling leh" of cause lah. he tk out his costume le mah! grrr* >>>>>> thn class pic tking ! & went jo hus. with winx ; xinru ; bk&co. fun ! went gossip gossip gossip * all dah way! haha. thy all have very weird yan guang. or was it me only? lols. =DD anw. played with the dogs & winx slp thr. thn my xiaren came & thn went with jem to swims! haha xD er. thn continue chting wibs my girlfriends till 5 plus. Bused home & watch tv & stuffs, haha. hao lars. will stop here le! MYGOD! i so luo suo till ..... -.-

my best love was you =D

;JIALE =D

Heys peepos! Have been announce sick agn! & was given Mc for two days! wakakaks. two days no skl! Shiok sia! =x but go back skl also diedie de ! still must chase up wht thy have been dng while i am relaxing at home! Hais! sian sio! now chatting wibs anthea sis! anw ; ytd went movie-ing wibs Jo ; chris ; wh;winx & co. thr are alot & i am lazy to mention! haha. watch harrypotter. & i am sort of laughing thru the show! funny lor! but i am gng to rate it 3.5 stars. cause it has no ending which is like Lamee! anw! afta the movie went to eat wibs . winx & co. ping gor! ( winx bro) keep making me laugh! & wakakaka! i love to disiao him! no expperience leh! ping gor not ge lor! aleh! =x haha, thn went koufu eat ! & all of us xiao till peng! by yj & jj funny "cool" Looks! =x hahaa, & ping gor still think we are laughing at his lame joke ! =x LOLS! damn keai lar him ! a pity that my xiaren went off earlier . arbo sure more funny! cause my xiaren is No1 JOKER! hahaa xD hms, thn leave ard 7 . Homesweethome =D thn went back home start to fever like high? thn went down to doc. HELL ASS! consultation fees is LIKE 42.80! wtf! -.- zao zhi dao i ask more la! waste money! =.= hms, & below are some pics ! tata! & i am craving for so many things now! new hp ; mp3 ; & also more outings with girlfriends! ohoh! & here i want special thanks to my lovely girlfriends. for waiting for me everytime i got to stay for DNT! & also encourage me while i for mt oral & listening! Loves you girls =D anw ; my girls = JocelynYEE ; winxTEO ; LEExinru ; YEAYEA =D anw! i want to go to escape soon =D . Loves =D Ping gor at left ; and jj & yj sian diao face -.-

my new haircut plusplus abit of swollen lips due to sickness =x

Heys people.
i am here for a short post.
& i donknow wht i will be talking.
probably of my feelings and so!
Roars!
i am feeling so bottled up Nowadays!?
hais ; inferior ; unloved ; extra ; sweet&Bitter memories.
whatsoever. any weird things you can name . i thought of it!?
anw. this isnt the main point. so . Skips*

Today ; was late for skl. & was made to run .
& my necklace Suay seh!
MRS LIM CONFISCATE!
damn her! but heng eye never tio catch lar.
heng liao lor! must be contented thn =D
thn went back class wibs minshan&lijuan.
went to toilet. & Whahahahaha xD
minshan knows =D
& the day just go on like normal.
After skl. i called up jo & ask her to pei me to mac !
& buy me A coke!
wakakak! yesyes. she is that good to me man!
hehs! ^^
& Off i go! home sweet home =D

And on the bus! i thought i saw him!
damn fcukinq Anxious ; Nervous & everything.
but when the guy turns back & look at me!
omg! fnt*
its far from him!
well . thn continued my way back home .
& i thought of him & too many ifs again.

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heys! long time didnt post le!
hms. && due to the complaints of some..
well i shall post then =D

Today, had a fairly bad day at skl!
& i am having a stupid bad hair day Again!
anw. had temperature tking today. & i forget to bring thermometer.
so went down wibs marmiie ; xinru & jasmine!
hms. thn took temp ; went back to class. lesson as usual.
& blahblahblah. aiyah, v.sian lar.
the whole day.
dnt ! had some conflicts with msLim .
hms. she considered quite my fav teacher seh.
hais. i feel guilty lar.
-.-
sry MsLim =D
but i apologise to her l8r on.
& my Xiaren is still funny like Wts?!
lols xD
hms, thn afta skl .
talk to mdm chan =D
she damn bad but also funny lar =X
haas.
cause we discussing abt the yingying case & i keep say want the mother to die.
thn she talk to jo thy all.

Mdm chan: Your friend?
ALL : diam =x
Jiale : eh. of cause larr.
Mdm chan: so auntie lar you! lols =x

thn she ownself l8r gossip wibs xinru . still say me uh!
MDM CHAN OWNSELF BIG AUNTIE LOR! =x
lols. =DD
anw. funny lar her.
thn went dnt room. Big conflict with mslim!?
but was solve l8r.
=DD
hms, thn After dnt , went home with xinru&Jo.
walk xinru to bus stop;
thn wait for Jo.
went to jo house l8r on .
& had fun!
Camwhored. & for more info . see jo Blog wibs illustrations =)
went home ard 8 ?
hahaa. & reach home ard 8 plus plus!
haha. Fun day After SKL! =D


& jo ; tht uncle sibei handsome Hor?! hahaaxDD

Loveeeee girlfriends & xinqzai =D

Heys!
Boring sunday again!
well ; am here to post agn!
Hms. for yesterday ; went out wibs Jojo & Xinru!
went vivo to shop!
Hahs! crazy shopping! =DD
fun but tiring tooo lars.
hms, & sadly didnt manage to pierce my earhole!
well ; wait for next wk bah!
i swear am GNG to pierceeeeeeee somedays! =DD
& ytd ; quite fun lor!
had our dinner upstairs of vivo!
& the scenery damn nice seh! =D
hahaha~ & thr are many many couples thr tan qing shuo ai!
haha. romantic eh!
so xian mu sia~ =x
hms, thn eat dinner& talk girls talk thr!
didnt gossip much! &
talk abt ex & so.
woah ; know alot of secret!
& no pics of girlfriends ytd! cause all not niceee .
& we del it!
lols. =x
hms, then bus homee .
in bus talk to my dumbarse!
hahaa damn funny!
we keep on talk abt tht boy! & marmiie keep say she wan prepare vomit!
wth! make me laugh so loud in bus!
PS LAA~
lols xDD
& we talk till i rch home
haha! thks marmiie For pei-inq me talk!
Wakakaka!xD
hms, & thn rch hme ard 11.
played comp & thn went out to meet xinqq at 1 plus.
& thn play& talk to thm!
haha. my xingzai so damn cute sia laaaaaa~
hahaa.
Well ; had a nice Ytd! =DD
& shall end here! will post pics the next time =D
Takkaire everyone! =D



Xingzai & Leloi = Barney friends
wakakakaka xD