will i find "you" somedays?

heys everyone.
here to post aqn,
gng to slp soon. hais.
but i feel damn troubled now.
i donknow wht to do lehs.
hais.
his nick?
actually last time only NAME only mah! NOW WRITE TILL SO MANY THING!
hais. also so emo nick. but sure after a few days have girlfriend le!
arghh! am so afraid to hear tht.
hais. last time all is like tht.
hais. sumore his horoscope wht patch with THE EX!
-.-
roars. donknow wht more to say.
sometimes i feel tht i am veryvery stupid.
like wht thy say lor. hais
why uh!? && i like one always is damn fcuking wont give ani chance to me .
WTF! why am i dng this to myself!
well ; i also donknow .
maybe really is time to let nature tk its course ;
i am gng to give up everything right now.
cause i have think thru while i am writing all these.
& also cause i just saw "someone" blog.
what he says really make sense.
although i don deny is i hope for who he say is me.
but. well. all is just a hope lar.
dao tou lai also not me.
haha. ppl must be thinking why i like two guys at the same time riqht.
& will think i flirt?
haha. actually i think its more of fickle-minded .
But seriously . both of them.
even how long i wait ; is just pointless waiting.
i believe one day i might just find my prince charming eh?
well . let god decide all of this .
& NOW ; i will just concentrate on Os & get to my desired Course.
& also. i will try to start to post in perfect english =DD