Missed skl again,
reason being : i had a damn hard time waking up & preparing myself ,
ps; my close friends should know how much time i need t prepare eh ;D
so , all in all , i missed skl, bt i m stil gng l8r t meet jialing & cindy for proj work to be done (:
hahaa, good girly yea?

Well , i want shoppinq more lah.
cute lil furnitures , Nice clothings, accesories.
i want it all .
& yes , i m gnna go shopping for my cute lil furnitures for my sweet rooom next wk w jo (:
and after i got my hard work Pay i m gonna go shop fr many many niceee clothings fr myself ,
heheeh(;
anw, i m off t see my it started w a kiss2 .
bye everyone. loveeee(:

hey我真的好想

你现在窗外面又开始下着雨

眼睛干干的

有想哭的心情

不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey我真的好想

你太多的情绪没适当的表情

最想说的话我应该从何说起

你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你

没有过去

我不会有伤心

但是有如果还是要爱

你如果没有你

我在哪里又有什么可惜

反正一切来不及

反正没有了自已

hey我真的好想你

不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

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Yes a rather meaningful lyrics that speaks from the bottom of my heart,

Heart affairs beeen bothering me much these few days. & i don have th mood t post

so yes, i will finally post tday , & firstly. i really hope those who lost their loved ones would be strong & cheerful in the rest of their life.

I have seen so much & known much more in just these few days.

Blogs , Shows & friends life ,

i have seeen so much of human journey , i have seeen people starting a new family ,

see blogs w hubby & boyf left them , seen shows , blogs that their loved ones have left them forever to be w th god .

seriously , tears just continue t fall .

i feel so much for them , i donknw what will happen if their situations become mine.

i think i will die , i feeel they are so brave , i m full of admiration for them(:

Anw, i think human life is just for a short decades of years.

lik what my dad say : Enjoy life while you are stil living.

i lik this quote.

i wanted so much t enjoy life t th fullest , nt caring anything or evrything.

bt . i donknow , i wish so much t become the person i wish i could be ,

the friendly & nice kind anyone can approach when troubled.

bt no i cant , i even flare up at th slightest thing.

i wish i can treat my studies much more serious.

bt no i cant , i m just so lazy. & thts me

i cant change.

i donknow how i can change. i m gng mad w all th burdens & stupid stuffs that are bothering me.

classmates, th f*king shit studies , my job , my family, tht someone *ther.

fuck , i m gg mad . i swear i m .

anw . tday i spotted a "verbal fight" gg on whn having dinner w cindy at timah market.

and i und more , its just a smal thing that link t this verbal fight.

yes , the cleaning aunt bang another aunty , And another aunty just very angry cos of this.

ridiculous arent it ?

i donknow why , i think so much ,

at first , all of us might think that that aunty is so ridiculous ,

bt well , yes she is ridiculous , bt i think th thing that anger me most is those kaypo aunts &uncles that thy didnt help her when she was scolded , yet aftermath , they went t gossip bout that ridiculous aunty .

One uncle even say if it happens t him he will punch that aunty face, and he even say th cleaning aunt stupid that she cant defend herself.

what th hell . it angers me when those boliao ppl just want t kaypo & wear big hats for themself .

bt when things happen. thy are the first to run away.

it just angers me sooooooooooo much

i feel so sad for tt cleaning aunty having such a friend --"

Feeling tired alr, yes i shall stop here (:

takecare evryone (:

yes , i have so much t say to you ,

i can stare at your msn for long , & finally break down in tears.

i miss you , i wish i can talk t you whole day long.

yes i wish you were m-i-n-e .

They are all my fun-loving , heartwarming Friends. of cos nt all of them are thr lah.

bt i swear . i will put all up next time . * winks (:

Okay. posting time.

inner thoughts or ?

Well i decide on Inner thoughts , Claps?

lol.

so . my attitude sucks , i know it myself lah people,

Don bother t say "Eh jl , nono you don have lah, yooo have nice friendly attitude"

Hey girls or guys rather? tts bullshit . total bullshit & i can see you don really understand me if you make tt comment i said on top .

anw, so what if my attitude sucks? Yoo gotta admit its me btw.

& my love ones can tolerate it .

& i really appreciate it alot. i love all those loves out thr tt actually can bear w my attitude for so long.

People like jocelynyee. WinnieTeo , my dad , my mom , Bk , my poly cliques. oh and xr (:

oh i love you guys so much (:

Eh btw. i just flare up at my dad ytd again.

okay i really donknow why , its no reason & i just shout & scream at him ,

i m mad. yes i m .

ytd tts it . i m truly mad t the top ytd.

bt "someone" lah he let me scold you know. i appreciate it .

haha, thanks dude (:

& tday lionel send me a very funny msg ,

he damn asss funny .

he ask me " holla , wht you doing , ehhh bbbb i ask you so how i go farmart ? Tell me lehh "

wth. he is very very funny. frm last wk till now he is still thinkin of how t go farmart.

& i replied him " eh , just beside some cemetry i think , cck cem "

Lionel : " Haha, so i go cem fetch you lor. **** lah, don bluff ley , cem whr got mart sia "

HAHAHAHAHA ! funny ? lol

he kum goong . he really need t re-read th whole fucking sentence again!

& i guess he gnna flare up if he see this .

bt sometimes i really think is he acting cute?or he is more blur thn me ?! lol

xD

but well he makes my day lahhhhhhh (:

& just nice he msg me at th spot whn i felt so down.

Ohyea. yes no doubts its th guy in my heart again.

i went past th spot we saw frog on our first date ,

th first time you send me home .

th sweet words you mention t me ..

"even i have amnesia i wont ever forget whr you sty . "

nah , i think you totally dig out tt part of memory in your life alr.

i heard alot. i heard tt you&her are very happy .

& i do nt know why , i actually felt happy & sour at th same time.

why did you live your life btr thn me?!

shdnt it be th opposite?

you are my first true love. i swear. no . maybe you are not.

bt you are the first guy tt makes me feels so immersed in your love.

well . i really cant deny , she is much better thn me in many ways.

& i truly bless th both of you.

girl if you see this . i hope you really cherish him . & love him not treat him lk toy or anything.

you know who yoo are. (:

Watch 1 litres of tears till Wee morning w my maid,
cried & cried ..

& i finally finish th drama .
It was a sad ending, & honestly , i think tht th main lead is so preeety (:
omygod! & th male lead is so .. goood&Handsome &
nvm catch th show yourself & you will know what i m talking about !
its a very touching show concerning about Kinship , battle against oneself & Love.
a 5 stars show i must say (:
&& most impt ; it is true.
After watching that show. i keep on thinking about what thy have say in th show.

"Why me?" "Why did th diease choose me " ( for th girl ,)
" why onee-san who are so kind to everyone ard her"
& the quote i love most is .
" if i haven got this diease , i might even be suceeding in love now "
yeah , why her?

Seriously why not those people who have harm oth people ,
why not those who actually rapes,kills & do all those stupid illegal things.
why not them?
Bt do you know that god do everything for a reason ,
if he choose her, he must have known that this girl is special , & he wants her home w him ,
he wants her t escape those hurts , those tears& those pain that a human must withstand in order t go back home w th lord ,
& those bad people will have long life t endure pains , endure tears , endure every bad things that will come l8r .
But anw, she changes alot people life in her short life-span.
she helps alot even when she have died.
& i sincerely hope that th cure for SCD , would be found soon (:
& i have my greatest admiration t those strong -willed people out thr .


- The most impt thing th drama teach us is to never give up ,
&& also t treasure & treat evryday lik your last.
tt way , you would never have any regrets when it comes t a day when it was your last .
& i m gng t learn much frm aya ,
i m gng t live everyday t the fullest. i m gng t study haard, play hard & treasure this beautiful life god hv given me (:

My suay -neess

Hey peepos.
back t post after so so so Long!
Miss me ? uh uh ~ i doubt so.
lol.
Neway. i don know what t post lurs!
Arh~ okay. letme post abt days out w sissys.
*Photos will be post after i recieve them yeh (:

SO. wednesday , winxteo&jojoyee agreed t come meet me for some dinner & catchin up.
, thus we meet around bt timah, as thy do not want t come np t fetch me !
Hence meet up w jo ard Timah Bus stop.
& i complained t her all about !! tht stupid "PUITER" & " Y`tou" In my class!
roarhs!! got so angry tht all th @$!^@$% Came out .
neway , she just patiently hear me roaring non-stop.
& funny. she still can crack jokes while i m so angry !!
ROARINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG*
anw. i m not gng t mention wht th puiterrr did t me! its so maddening alright!
--"
so anw. we headed off t macdonald t wait for tt slowtortoise Winx!
whahahaha!
& when she finally reach. went off t eat porridge , recommended by jo!
Shucks lorrs*
winx&me decided t just eat our sotong paste ball (:
woah, pretty nice (:
thn we headed off t Ntuc plus ard ? i forgot wher.
& winx gt some good news t brighten her day, Congrats t you girl (:
haha, & anw . aft tt we went home. (:
good day w my sisters though ru didnt came ):

FRIDAY ( which is ytd)
went out w sissys agn (this time winx sissy didnt came as she alr have an appt alr)
this time jojoyee came t meet me outside np , haahs. a good chg.
bt i waited so long for tht two slow slow!
hahaha, =x
bt well . went t NYDC for dinner again.
yummy , bt unluckily , i .. reallly got it again,
the voted most Un-delicious food among all of thm --"
bt nontheless , NYDC food taste nice luh (:
after tt , went t Vivo t have catching up session,
jo Treat us banana muffins she made!
woah! nicenicenice!
bu kui shi jojo yee & Ru give comments abt how t make it nicer.
& thy decide t bake tgt next time w *me !
tsk* forget abt me, i will just be th taste buds (:
hahah, & ytd thr is a magnificent ship stopping by vivo Harbour,
wooooo.cool (: its lik Peter Pan Pirate Ship . COOL & Big (:
sisssy and me was dazzled by th sight .
cool & th man on board was omg, HOTTIES* all th way.
& haha. well. we communicate lurs. (;
haha, bt maybe countries differs. thy couldnt understand most of what we are talking about,
so. after awhile of communication , we went our own ways (:
went back up t th rooftop for some session of camwhore & back t my home ,
Sissys thn left ard 1 after looking at net and slacking ard my house (:

OH MY, how i miss sissys & the days.
different girls w different character.
& those misunderstanding at first.
Now thy are friends , Best of all friends call sissys(:
treasure in my heart always.

Anw. i miss someone , lotsa.
bt all wouldnt guess whom issit.
i also wish i could giv up him as easily as he do.
but i really cant.
more time mayb? or hotter guys tt can replace him?
lets see when time goes by .