hey我真的好想

你现在窗外面又开始下着雨

眼睛干干的

有想哭的心情

不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey我真的好想

你太多的情绪没适当的表情

最想说的话我应该从何说起

你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你

没有过去

我不会有伤心

但是有如果还是要爱

你如果没有你

我在哪里又有什么可惜

反正一切来不及

反正没有了自已

hey我真的好想你

不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

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Yes a rather meaningful lyrics that speaks from the bottom of my heart,

Heart affairs beeen bothering me much these few days. & i don have th mood t post

so yes, i will finally post tday , & firstly. i really hope those who lost their loved ones would be strong & cheerful in the rest of their life.

I have seen so much & known much more in just these few days.

Blogs , Shows & friends life ,

i have seeen so much of human journey , i have seeen people starting a new family ,

see blogs w hubby & boyf left them , seen shows , blogs that their loved ones have left them forever to be w th god .

seriously , tears just continue t fall .

i feel so much for them , i donknw what will happen if their situations become mine.

i think i will die , i feeel they are so brave , i m full of admiration for them(:

Anw, i think human life is just for a short decades of years.

lik what my dad say : Enjoy life while you are stil living.

i lik this quote.

i wanted so much t enjoy life t th fullest , nt caring anything or evrything.

bt . i donknow , i wish so much t become the person i wish i could be ,

the friendly & nice kind anyone can approach when troubled.

bt no i cant , i even flare up at th slightest thing.

i wish i can treat my studies much more serious.

bt no i cant , i m just so lazy. & thts me

i cant change.

i donknow how i can change. i m gng mad w all th burdens & stupid stuffs that are bothering me.

classmates, th f*king shit studies , my job , my family, tht someone *ther.

fuck , i m gg mad . i swear i m .

anw . tday i spotted a "verbal fight" gg on whn having dinner w cindy at timah market.

and i und more , its just a smal thing that link t this verbal fight.

yes , the cleaning aunt bang another aunty , And another aunty just very angry cos of this.

ridiculous arent it ?

i donknow why , i think so much ,

at first , all of us might think that that aunty is so ridiculous ,

bt well , yes she is ridiculous , bt i think th thing that anger me most is those kaypo aunts &uncles that thy didnt help her when she was scolded , yet aftermath , they went t gossip bout that ridiculous aunty .

One uncle even say if it happens t him he will punch that aunty face, and he even say th cleaning aunt stupid that she cant defend herself.

what th hell . it angers me when those boliao ppl just want t kaypo & wear big hats for themself .

bt when things happen. thy are the first to run away.

it just angers me sooooooooooo much

i feel so sad for tt cleaning aunty having such a friend --"

Feeling tired alr, yes i shall stop here (:

takecare evryone (:

yes , i have so much t say to you ,

i can stare at your msn for long , & finally break down in tears.

i miss you , i wish i can talk t you whole day long.

yes i wish you were m-i-n-e .