Seriously , why would i still feel so abandoned in a room full of people i Know .

Probably, all we know is that their looks and names. But who really tried to understand each other.

i feeel so lost now.

Its like everyone i know is so . fake & so .

they run to you only when they got problems. They say Nice Words becos they need to .

But when you are down in the dumps who really cared?

In this world everything is unfair . everything sucks to be honest.

My english aint good i know. But typing makes me feel better. Atleast for now.

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HAD MAHJONG SESSION THE WHOLE DAY AFTER EH PAPER!

one word for it. SHUANG!!(:

thanks to cindy , jialing , irvin and jake!(:

I finally had my full of Mahjong !!

But i still havent had enough though .

Anw. hope i could score well for papers. esp s m.

Prayyyyyyyyyyyy)":

Work tmr, wish me luck. hahahah xD

Godness . Times really flies .
Its been really long since 4 of us hang out together.
and yes. goodness its 2009 febuary now.
Passing new year , Chinese new year and valentine day.
its now heading to the end of febuary. time flies.
In like weeks time , it will be march - time to spend on my sisters winx&Ahru bday treats&presents.
And in april . school reopens. & this is when we are alrd in year 2 of our poly years.
woooo(:
Time really really pass fast this year .
& yes. got me thinking quite abit .
i m getting old. & there are much things i havent accomplish yet.
much thing i havent tried yet. Youth are seeping through me as fast as i know.
in around 2 years time . 2 head will be appearing in everything i wrote. resume , application forms and everything .
oh god . sometimes growing up seems bad too ,


Anw . tday was sm paper.
Yah, i didnt do well i think.
well. what pass is past. so no point thinking about it. just hope i m not going to repeat this asshole module again ! or i m going to bawl out loud. i swear. ( But crying doesnt give me pity marks eh? )
Anw . tmr is a free day. & i guess i m going to stay home or either go out w mum .
(:
& Wednesday is my last paper whoo. Environmental health. Hope i can score
(:

Anw. saw this perfect snogging , & i guess its time to act adult , fuck & americans do speak slang like hell enguish !
guess i could not master it , even if you give me time !
--" shiat!
( RANDOM )

I keep on guessing what the good for is exchanging *something when we are not using it.
damn.
my thoughts are running wild again

CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !

See the change in us ! ((((((((((((((((((((((((:
Claassic lor !=D




CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !







Arghhhh, really wish exams would end fast ! i wannnna slp&play & enjoy my night life--"
I m so sian-ed now.
mainly cause no one is online !
):
& also cause i Kpo. go open ppl blog , saw smth i don wish to see.
fxxk.


Anw. had a fun day ytd w My sis !
went snap all the way @Jo house.
And Jo did my new nails! (:
loveee this sis of mine . Claassic! lol
Anw. meet up @night with Bk buddy.
WOO. never change. we still talk like thrs no tmr.
hahhaha, and not to mention gossips!& gossips!
woooo~ i cant wait for th next meet up!
and going overseas w Jojoyee(:
loveeee sisters & Buddies.
ohyea. i m endin tday post w my new love ~
Aaron johnson! (:
Hot likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Fire (:






OKIE. back to studies ~

寒风也冷不过你对我的心肝
哪通糟蹋着我
爱着你心惊惊
想着你心痛痛
但是我没法度将感情收拾
等别人对待你亲像你对待我按
怎拢未心痛

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Beautiful Hokkien sung by Huang Yi ling. ( if i m not wrong .
well. somethings which i don need say , probably you all can guess it.
;D i m bloody sad =(

Anw wrking life ended for now. and for next few weeks my sat and sun will be empty
! Jio me out okays sissys.
Anw. tday working was of great fun . went ard camwhoring other ppl while thy are wrking
. friendly staffs asa have. Well. some of them.
But most of them was like. okay only .
well. most enthu of all was of cause me&Chaoyang!
we went ard making funny faces. and well. i made her day! she laugh like nobody business.
cause she say i m Very -S-T-O-P-I-D. hahahah!
i had a veryvery pleasant day tday i should say(:
...
Until late night. arghhh fxxxx.
totally spoilt my day.
but i guess i should stop bothering myself w this kinda thing (:

Tmr 11 skl! bless i wont be late! ((:
Ohnnnnnn. i miss my sister .
And yes! ytd jo came and play mahjong ytd
We lose. but mum and dad just sua sua ke! . guess i still have to brush up mj skills.
Anw. tday jo made me laugh all the way from fajar to senja!
ASSHOLE! lols xDD my mouth even cramp!
Funny sia! everyday w this girl cfm laugh till mouth cramp! lols.
Anw. your sweet note is likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee damn sweet.
extra sugar hhuh? lol. love ya girl ((:

( This pict i love th most , w my girly slackin at plaza sing )
( W em girl ;)_)

Hey o (:

i m here posting posting posting =)

long time didnt post up bout life alrd. so tday decide to post what is happening so far (:

5th feb .

• Was late for maths class , No attendance tken. Dog tcher.
• Presentation for Ecology
• Lunch break w em girl .
• Bugis w em girl. ( Bought red straw bag , 1 top & earings) =)
• Em girl bought perfume for her boyf (: super sweet (:
• Was intro by em , dior Liquid Foundation
• & Lacoste perfume has his smell i swear (:
• Girls talk during dinner at Yoshinoya !
• Overall i had a fun day w em girl (:

Anw i m going to get Dior Extrim Flawless Liquid Foudation& Lacoste Misty

$.$ I really need money T.T

Wishes.

hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice,
and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...
My wish, for you,
is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you,
and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.


(:
* this song says everything from me - to you .

Realising i have been the biggest fool out of all .

i really feel down ,

i

really

feel

like

crying

.

Fxxk up life.

Me and brother , Happy note to start off this . * I finally got my bro to photo w me (:
however ,
i m not gnna post happy things! Cause i m too angry to be posting happy things!

I seriously m a fool.
And its always. Why?!
you are lying to me again & again.
arent you tired of making up new stories to cover for the old one ?
am i such a unreasonable person that you mus always lie to me&say sorry .
i donwan sorry. i don need it .
i just don like people to lie to me ,
maybe you have to put in more effort , i don trust you anymore to be honest

( Who`re you )

My piorities now ,

is never a guy again .

It will be . F&F.

no , don get it wrong.

it will be friends and family.

AHH. not to be missed. studies tooo

I WILL BE A BETTER GIRL BY THIS YEAR END !

huat ah(: