Down-ness
if there is something i could do to make all this pain & trouble go away.
but there was nothing to it.

I felt so small. so damn tiny weeeny small.
nobody ever notices.
the feeling comes so insecure.
its like. i m a nobody.
nobody ever bothers how sad , how angry or happy am i.
truly nobody.
& yes i hate the feelings of left out , of not feeling impt.
to you * and yes. to my friends to others.
shit. --"
damn it. emo & i m hating the whole world
i hate myself more luhs!
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gosh. i m off!
shd be enjoying, yet i m emo-ing .
WHAT THE FISH!* =="