Sometimes. i really do not know what i m dng .

chill lah . people says. but how many really knows how i m feeling.

cant move on , cant move on.

crush & disturbia is playing over and over again in my head.

cant seems to forget how lovely it seems to be,

everything .

but in the end, everything was nothing at all.

pretentence. how long can one pretend to be nice & all.

i m sick & tired.

sometimes i really just wanna be small nd nice nd everything.

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24th dec.

Gng out t celebrate w girls.

Initial plans : Out to town wait for jo end work. wait for cindy boyf come drive us over t ecp

Ton there w tents and .. sleeping bag.

awwwwwwwwww. seems fun?

i m so bored now.

where are you ?