black and white.

I hope you would see this , i Want you to see this !

( Sorry amigos , tday post would be damn emo , angry , whatever angry word you can think , so sorry , no comments needed , nor pityful glances needed. thanks )

Seriously what is bad about me , what happen to you ?

what am i to you?

someone , some girls , random bloody freaks that you would talk to when you are bored

some bloody girls that you dont even bother to hong . ( if you are one ) .

i seriously am not , and tired of being that bloody girl.

you dont treat me hot and cold. you dont control my life .

bloody Fuck. If you dont like me talking to you , dont talk to me when you are bored.

nobody in this whole fucking world for you to talk to ?

i dont like this feeling of being there for you when you re bored, and then just fuck off when you dont need me anymore.

i dont like to sob over my losses.

tell me. what is that she got that i dont?

fuck you.

i hate you , and i hate you in your bad mood. and i even hate you most when all the time i m feeling sad , and angry is all about you ,

and you got ways to make me just forget about it with just plain stupid conversation.

but . somehow i never got that courage to tell you it is you i m angry with all along.

Seriously . i hate your bad mood. i hate your bloody God damned long excuses.

can you be truthful to me , can you let me see what you really are.

. who you really are .

_______________________________________________________

Aaron Blog. Quiz.

( overdued pict @ Jo house )

I read , yan ya lun blog just now . Yea cause mainly i m bored

& i find out what he post was just like talking out on teens perspective on love ,

It was kinda interesting ,

so if anyone is interested you may go see his blog,

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest
No Doubt he is a cutie w knowledge.

Anw , went to skl tday , skip QS again, my heavenly god.

i think i m so going to get debarr-ed .

but , whatever. i just think going to QS tday is a waste of time , as thr is WSH&maths quiz l8r on in th afternoon , therefore , i just slpt and . woke up @ 9 to study abit .

then headed to skl.

Two Quizes. and i think i did okay.

Hope so.

nothing much t post.

whatever.

Forever my Ass.

.
你到底懂不懂， 很多事情往往尽在不言中。
你对我，
现在，变了吗？
友情，你选择不要了。 我总觉得自己是个死赖着，缠着你们的。
明 知 道 ， 但我还是选择假装。
对你们，我到底算什么。
真的累了。也不想再这样下去了。
朋友，那句话是废的嘛。
累了，厌倦自己被你们当笑话。
开心的时候，什么都说永远，都说好。
。。 结果其实 。。。 ( fill in th blanks )


Friends, i dont need anymore. Dont promise what you cant do.
Dont say too much as you might not do that much .
selfish , self-centered . Jealousy.
Doesnt that makes up to evrybody in this world.
cause i dont deny even i m those kind of people , Selfish , Attitude , jealous , Envy of others success .
yes thats me , i dont deny .
but do you admit thats you too ?
Please. dont tell me how good we are , because its simply not the way now.
What happen to those appreciative words , What the fuck happen to forever friends.
In any other case , Meaning , I do not need anymore good friends then who i have nw.
stick through me thick and thins.
i cn only name a few.
Thats hw pathetic i can be,
Dont lie and say you would be there. Because when things happen.
YOU ARE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.
you ignore me , you saw me being bullied and you didnt even lift a finger , You saw me in my worst and . what did you do? Nothing .
JUST SHUT UP .AND DRIVE ( whatever_ i couldnt want to curse my friend )

Anw people i m not her knn shit 奶妈。
IF . IS LOST , I DIDNT KILL . so dont come ask me whr . is . I DONT BLOODY HAVE A CLUE. . dont tell me , . didnt come meet me , I DONT KNOWWWWWW .

Happy Day 。

Heh , First time my blog is flooded w picts !

So yea. Cause tday is E-learning . didnt go school.

Then suggest mommy to msia . as i wan to chng my disc.

Waited for bro to return Home . & off we go.

Mummy friend came along too (: Friendly Aunty (:

First stop was to chng money . And i m so blur i Forgot to bring my money to chng --"

Then of cos mommy give me money laaa. Duh --' got a scolding like ..

but nvm , didnt spoil my moooood ((:

Then mom drop us at plaza inn to get my disc chg while she goes t the market thr.

she claim that th things thr are like CHEAP!

so.. Went to chg disc , and thn went to KFC t wait for mother .

camwhore w my darling bro there.

Special thanks to dearest christine.

Then went to play arcade there.

FUNNNN LIKE NOBODY BIZ-NESS.

((((:

Waited for mommy to come and fetch us , thn head off to eat my 三楼米粉。

It was superb. thou th shop was not really nice renovated. But all the food ther is nice & Of cos . quality svcs.

. Then headed home ... (:

HAPPPY DAYY .

Thoug You are now . ( Fill in the dot ) I couldnt bring myself to talk to you.

The same thing happen over and over again. And then one day when i ask.

you will say you didnt see or what-so-ever.

Its beginning to tire me out.

Sometimes. Things are pretty obvious. why cant i just bloody accept it .

If you only find me when you`re bored. Please. i encourage you not to.

Its not helping me nor you.

And yes .I m trying to let myself go For the sake of you.

I do not want to cause anything to you.

nor i want you to know anything i feel about you now.

Stay calm please Boonjiale .

Its ending , and after so much and so many days of hard work. Its still not helping anything

. 因为你我喜欢上我本来也不会留意的歌。

谢谢你。

我再也不想相信爱情，再也不会。

가수: 꽃보다 남자 O.S.T Part.2 곡명: 어떡하죠 / Jisun (怎么做 / 智善)
앨범: 꽃보다 남자 O.S.T Part.2 그댄 너무
당연한 듯
오늘 내게
안부를 묻네요 난
그저 잘 지낸다 했죠 그댄 정말
날 너무 모르죠 ha 그대 없이도 내가
괜찮을 것 같나요 그대는 나 없이 괜찮나요
당신 없는 세상이 너무도 힘들어서 숨 쉬는
나를 원망했죠 어떡하죠 아직도 난 그대 한마디에
부서지는 하루를 살아요 그대 내게 말해 봐요 이러는게 나뿐인지 그대도 나처럼 하루가 아프고 또 아픈지 말해봐요 그대와 난 이미 너무 늦었나요 우리 다시 기회는 없나요 난 아직 그댈 생각해요 그댄 아마 알지도 모르죠 ha 결국 이런건가요 이렇게 끝인가요 그대는 이대로 괜찮나요 난 안될 것 같은데 그대 같은 사랑은 죽어도 내겐 없을텐데 어떡하죠 내 마음은 그대 아니면 누구도 안아줄 수 없을텐데 제발 나를 잡아줘요 알잖아요 나란 사람 아무리 애써도 그대를 지울 수가 없단걸 제발 나를 잡아줘요 어떡하죠 아직도 난 그대 한마디에 부서지는 하루를 살아요 그대 내게 말해봐요 이러는게 나뿐인지 그대도 나처럼 하루가 아프고 또 아픈지 말해봐요 그대와 난 이미 너무 늦었나요 우리 다시 기회는 없나요 난 아직 그댈 생각해요 그댄 아마 알지도 모르죠 ha 中文翻译：（
写得也是不错滴）
今天你是那样的理所当然
问我过得好不好
我当然回答过得很好
你真是太不了解我了
没有你我怎么可能过得好
没有我难道你过得很好吗
没有你的世界实在太辛苦
我怨恨自己竟然还在呼吸
如何是好
我现在还过着
因为你的一句话就会崩溃的日子
你告诉我
是我独自如此
还是你也同我一样
告诉我 你是否也每天痛了又痛
你和我
已经太迟了吗
我们再也没有机会了吗
我还在想念着你
也许你也是知道的
结束就是这样吗
就这样结束了吗
这样子你都无所谓吗
我是无法做到的
此生我再也不会拥有对你那般的爱情
如何是好
除了你我的心再也无法容下别人
求你抓住我
你知道的
我这个人无论怎样努力
都无法把你忘记
求你抓住我
如何是好
我现在还过着
因为你的一句话就会崩溃的日子
你告诉我 是我独自如此
还是你也同我一样 告诉我
你是否也每天痛了又痛
你和我 已经太迟了吗
我们再也没有机会了吗
我还在想念着你 也许你也是知道的
_______________________________________
This is a nice song , & i m off to malaysia nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Love (:

Korean , Kim hyun Joong .

Main Topic Here is 金贤重. Hope i didnt spell wrong !

He is . frigging handsome . ya (:

& bcos of him , i knew this awesome korean band ss501.

Nice song and handsome Team mates ! wooolalala.

they are enough to make a girl go gaga .

anw , came to school Tday Finally !!

Qs. And damn i came here to see my Boys over flower..

Didnt pay attention again! i m ... so going to flunk common test.

But heard its open book..

hope its easy! . tada. change class.

will post something l8r ! (;

byyyyyyyyye.

cheongsam -hamida.

ps:I WANT TO LEARN KOREANNNNNN.

I think i know i am a Hopeless case.
I keep running from school.
arghh, fuckshit .. i think this sem , its hard not to flunk anymore.
my records are bad .
damnnnn-ed.
i tried not to run alrd, but envmt left me no choice.
& tml is th crucial day , if i run again, i would be dead.
i would be DEBAR!
arghhhh, Its a damn nightmare ,
probably studying is just not th thing fr me .

boys over flowers.

Scream for Zhi hoou !

I LOVEEEEE ZHI HOU!

Shall do a proper posting next time.

so long (:

Dental & Day out w winnie teo (=

Photos taken on , wednesday and , yes weather was hot like mad.

wonder why we went out ,

yea, initially was bcos sis do not want to go home after skl , She say like early.

so. i ask her to .. go w me to my dental appt.

Andddd. there we go , bcos it was still early , headed to starbucks for some drinks.

talk our heart out. and bla. i think i m superficial. but fuck it --" tts me btw.

& thn dental appt , talk shit w Dr dennis and we think its funny .

DD: why didnt you come for appt ytd?

Jiale : Cause i saw the sun so bright !

DD: then your eyes cant open , so you slpt back?

Jiale ; No , i m sort of like dracula after i got my pimples , i will melt in the sunnnnn.

DD : * sees my pimple and laugh like ...

LMAO !!

Anw then , went to help mommy took her pay over @ chinatown ,

Walk down w winx.

Say about talking everything under the sun, well. its something lik tt for us.

talk till breathless. finally reach ther.

Surprisingly , Andy took out my pay too. its .. like long ago or what, i forgotten it alr.

but well. its moneyyyyyy. Surpriseee! hahaha

and yea. home sweet home .

(:

skipped QS tday again.

damn me , --"

and yea. i m playing l4d now . so long peepos.

oh yayaa. and pray for my pimple recovery REMEMBER HOR !!

Fuck it

Bravo and a thousand claps to me ,
cos i just pang-seh my lovely jojo THANKS TO my motherfucking Huge Pimple !!
Fuck it ! --"
hope it will be well soon!
i keep rejecting dates & mj session cos of you, bloody motherfucking Pimple !
Hope you dont turn acne . find another better person to stay on okay!
i m un-faithful dont cha know , pimple ! GET OFF ME NOW!

Happy Mother day . i love you

Happy Mother Day (: Belated.

Somehow , mother day was enjoyable.

thou it was just a simple dish cooked fr moms and some cheap presents.

nevertheless. everyone enjoyed.

And . yes to me , nothing beats the smiling faces of the whole family.

& jokes was shared among us when dinner came. Laughter filled the house,

and most of the jokes was start by me by my stupid questions.

Thou i was being laugh at , bt this was different .

i m bringing joy to my family . at that point of time. i felt so blessed to hv such a happy family(:

( like a compo . but lik i say i do not know how to write well. but all the feelings & emotions are definetly true )

. Anw tday i might be gng to sunset way and hv my brownie cravings stop.

(:

i love my family & my sisters too.

hopefully we could hv a sisters day soon.

((:

Sometimes its a great blessing in someway.

Troubles make relationships go a step closer.

i love you mummy & Daddy(:

( After getting my golden slips, i m as happy as a lark)

Wore my darling slipper to skl ytd ,

and teoahnie ( Which is winx ) Claim that it looks like termite eggs.

oh my friggin god

Dammn -ed heartbroken man !!!

Friends come and go.

the one who stay through thin and thick is the one , you should treasure th most.

i Just had this friendship conver w one of my guy friends.

And i found out amazingly, my guy friend do not hv any true bro. bcos he does not trust any of them.

and it keeps occuring to me that , itz safe to trust ?

what hv i been missing out?

what if one day , everything changes and , our friendship change too.

what will happen to all those promises through thick and thin go .

i m . so in a dillema now,

How can i know what .. others are thinking ,

i wish to know. and i want to know.

even it seems negative.

* Saw him twice.

First , in th lift lobby

Second , in a car , acted like some kids over idol .

super ps ;(

Stay my baby - Amy diamonds.

Its a veryvery nice song from icarly.
yesyes.
anw, school was a bored tday,
i skip lessons again.
tday was a dillema to skip that GTE class.
part of me wanted to go , as i do not want to get low GPAs anymore. but thanks to th cooling rain, i slpt like pig after opening my eyes for "minutes" again.
--'
Went to hamdan class, but only after thy dismiss. cause waited for printing job to done.
damn comp --"
tday suay-est.
thought ther are going to be afternoon classes. but lecturer cancel it again.
wasted trip . bla.

& I m gna play mahjong now (: yupppppp ! HUAT AH! =D

ps : if you never tell i never know .
if you really ... ( fill in th blanks) me. can you please talk!!
you never try , you never know!
stop being such a ... ( Fill in the blank again )
(:

( oh its me , but w big small eyes oh weelll )

Went out w jo to collect my pay over @ peoples park .

headed over early in the morning!

was late for meeting my dear girl. & she got pissed but its like okay, cos after awhile we are back to joker state again.

is like a fun day forever with this girllll (: hahah

And then after taking my pay ,

we went to have our late breakfast ,

Cost around 8plus lik tt , (:

wuhua right, and its like delicious!

Jo suggest to sit right infront of the sun. Like wtf!?

so like , okay , & from th start we was like sweating like pig la!

--"

but well. i was complaining all the way . &swearing ,

i bet if anyone pass by, they would think i m a spoilt brat .

but anw. thats their business. (ohwell)

AND after breakfast , went shopping! window shop i mean,

yesssss. fareast & then to wisma.

a number of thing caught my eye.

& jo and me is like planning to go @ tues to buy it !

heheh. ALL MINE AFTER TUES(((:

okay not all la. but at least th golden slips will be mineeee(;

heheh! =DD

then after that , jo send me to the bus stop & home sweet home.

i m always the one being naive & shit like that.

i cant stop,

cause if i do, there is no return ,

you will never Auto!!