n

i miss everything of yours! *sincerely.

hope you are back here ; just talking & sms-ing with you made me happy.

but ?

we are looking at different sky now. i know it.

& i know you will never be by my side looking at th same sky.

But probably you will be with others.

Albin havent call ! *crys

I THINK THE JOB IS BUANG LE! hais T.T

anw ; went out jo tday.

Omg suay lahhhhhhhhh!

List of suay-ness

- Raining ;

- waiting for albin call thn i suddenly say ALBIN DA GEI WOO! lol xD

- i THOUGHT he call me & i rumage my bag at th middle of street only t find its just some SONG i forget t CLOSE!

- Leg is sore ; Jo had blister cos of her heels ): (*poor girl )

- Tired tired tired

- no money !

& I think thts all?

& we went walking all ard , & keep meeting some elegant girls.

lol. Is keep meeting them lor lik following sia.

LOL.xD

Phototking thr && thn bus-ed home

talked alot tooo.

its always fun with her tgt shop no matter how tiredd& she always cheer me up
yeah thks girl ; JOJOYEE(:

thn home sweet home, Ok

now i will let pictures do th talking (:

love ya peeps , AND ADVANCE XMAS TO YOU FARAWAY (:

&& everybody !

tmr will be gng out with budds agn!

ohmy! hahaha, more pics tmr (:

1)Nanli&me (: my pretty babe . ; 2)Cremating xiaoma (nanli accidentally burn)? xD

Retarded Jiale alast(:

Me&My precious Girl (:

Angels sibo? LOL xD

I hope i can be a muderer & kill that f**king popular bitch!
-.-

arghhh* sacked & i am looking for job !
Stupid!
been slacking this few days.
gng out & spending money !!
money money & more money .
shiat!*
mom will be back soon ; donknow how on earth t tell her that her daughter lose tht fucking job!
SHIATTTTTTTT*
oh & people if you notice th vuglars in this post ; its all bcos of my stupid mood&attitude acting up agn!
heng * now got jojo sis pei me talk.
hahah. she th best lahs! always for me when i am down.
others ? i donknow whr th hell thy are alrdy. sms them don reply .
wtf! i am down on luck people . so next tim when you see me walking on th road
please ti xing me don fall. Thanks.
roars! What nonsense!. ARGHH guess i am mad.
anw. i will just post briefly now.

Friday ;
jo came overnight at my house, played jenga & Monopoly.
she slpt early . talked t bro abt my love life. & he advice me .
ohlalala! && its really cute.
shd talk more t my bro i think. haha

Saturday ;
went out with jo cos she wanted t go out.
prepared& went t marina sq .
went gap t find adeline & Apply for job thr.
Alblin , th manager talked alot t me as if i could really get that job.
& he say he wil try t squeeze me in . feel all happy & went for more shoppings.
gossips with jo & we find "she" is disgusting.
really cant judge a book by its cover,
& i learn about smths tht day.
maybe i can say i am a lil ` sad ?

Sunday ;
Met up with nanli.
Bus-ed over t chinatown& ate at some deserts shop for lunch.
wanted t treat nanli but she push th money t me.-.-
thn went over t kbox .
Dash cross th road , raining & so we got drench.
Damn-ed .
But still it was a very fun day! we sang like mad during k-session.
& thn bus-ed over t timah t slack.
slpt at bus & thanks nanli for tking care of me while i slp
cos she claimed tht my head was dropping! LOLxD
reached timah & once agn .
nanli treated me t dinner! WTF! i think i own her alot alrdy mans
i am gng t treat her whn i get my pay! don fight with me agn hor Li !!
HAHAHA,
& Thn went t talk, catch up & so.
that whole day , really have alot of memories of him
i am lik fucking sad. i donknow what comes over me. then i cry after bidding goodbye with li.
maybe chinatown? or rather talks with her?
i regret alot of things , guess my life is filled with regret.
Well. end of that day reminsce, don wanna post anymore.
i will post after i find a job thn!
May god bless me & my friends
Oh yaa! Good luck to those tking N -level for their results!
tkc evrybody!& please tag b4 you leave ! or else i might kill you all tooo! XDD
Muhaahahha!

People am back t post b4 gng t jo house.
Ohhhh, been back t contact with one of my Primary skl bestie, Nanli
yeahs. Went lim kopi & catch up with her on friday .
talked alot . && fun lahs.
talk abt life. tikos && Love
Laugh all the way . && her bf is fcuking funny lahs!
OMG!! lols
The time spend is really short but sweet & Fun .
It makes me really think back t th past.
th primary skl life.
i don really miss it. as in primary i lost alot of things.
i lost alot of friends due t my stupid temper & so.
But i still miss my friends thr. the times i spend thr.
all the thgs i lost thr.
Rmb in those days.
I was always th one being protected by Nanli As thr is th big stupid giant always lie & Bully me!!
SHIT ONE! i still rmb his fcuking name!!
=X
& I still rmb in those days i was th one always thinking of stupid plans that backfired and she s always helping me.
& Alot. i just wanna say thanks and sorry t her.
haha. Wells. guess its another emo post agn uh?
LOL.
anw. gonna go jo house soon && thn t meet Nanli agn.
catch up sumore!!
hahaah, shal go prepare now.
tkkare everybody.


& to x : Can i know your whole name? Thanks for feeling my post. LOL. hope you stay happy ya!(: && everlasting with my friend

Hais. life sucks.
i donknow why so many emotions came t me now
Unwanted ; Stupid && Nervous && Anguish.
i know i have gr8 friends ; family & so.
But its just emotion problem
heard one song . it reminds me of th past.
I spend so much Time&Youth on one guy ..
shall not say his name ; Just MrG.
Its all wasted .. every single mins & Sec i spend on him
everything i did for him , its all just fuckshit t him
but i knw he isnt worth it. yet all i do was do more thgs for him
i give in t him every quarell we have.
& wht i get was still th same shit!
i really think i am th most stupid shit ever lived.
maybe th months we are together i am just a shit who he doesnt even care . right G?
i donknow why i am blogging all these. i just cant swallow th hatred , th past , the stupid thgs i done for him.


Well. forget it . is all in th past
& in th present. Thr is Him.
A He whom i known so long.& didnt notice till recently .
A He who once give me so much hope&Shatter it with just one sms .
A He who live a different life from mine
A He who confide me & treats me as merely good friend.
A He who i donknow what is th reason that make me miss him so much suddenly
To think i would just forget about him
haahahhahahhahha~ all is just my naive thinking.
i would tell th whole world when i am happy i can forget you.
but when i am sad i would tell them i miss you.
i donknow what i really want.
could you tell me?
Why do you give me so much hope in th first place.
i really hate shattered hopes.
i hate those weird dreams at night.
i hate how useless i am that cant make you Mine
no matter what i do. your heart always are oblivious t anything.
Well. good luck t you .
i only hope we will continue t be th best of friend(:


你太诚实-s.h.e

谁拉住我
谁救救我
我从高空狠狠地坠落
谁叫醒我说这是梦
说你和她什么都还没有
在窒息的沉默中你握住我的手
爱怎么了
我怎么了
一句话都没有说
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子
你没有错
我没有错
像一阵风吹熄了承诺
你挣扎过
你要我懂
那谁来懂我心里的黑洞
我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我
想开一切
正疮百口
宁愿到底怎么过
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子哦~
~我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 ho~
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
ho~你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

i Am that fake! You don need t care!

That "her" is really pissing me off
i guess i really need t release all my hatred here
its ok if yoo all donknow who itz.
you all don need t know.
i am just posting here to let myself calm down!

I cant fcuking stand myself.
i am being so fake ard her.
I hate fake people & i am one myself
but normally is all lik that.
evryone is fake. to friends ; family & even strangers thy don even Know
ppl just wan t angkat others bola. to get into their good shoes or whatsoever!
normally just t gain more friendship or have benefits .
isnt it th same like th surbodinates & th boss?
ahhhhhhhhh i am getting all oout of topic here!



she is this , she is that!
i donknw what. I just hate her!
perhaps jealousy took th better of me.
she don have t try t loook perfect .
she is that perfect to everyone
But me?! i have t try! i have t do what shit! & all i get was fucking failure
FUCKKK!
i do all these & she did nothing but she gets it
fcuking unfair eh?
i thought it was suppose t be fair lik wht you give is wht you get?
maybe we were close in th past.
but i suppose alot of times you were just acting t be close t me.
i look through all th past old conversation & think through all the things we have been through
woah. its been really foolish of me t think you are really my friend.
you hurt me once & i forgave yoo.
i donknow what the shit come over me that makes me forgive you.
but now
i don want t act all cheery & shit you with all the happy & bullshit crap
i aint gonna be your friend.
you may see that jealousy took over me .
i am not going t care.
shit !

PS: its my rantings pls dont tag or scold what shit cos ya donknow my feeling !

HELLO PEEPS!
back t post.
was busy th last few days ; or rather lazy,
hahas.
anw.

22Nov

Went t Xiaovivien bday chalet with Ray

hahaa. so funny th whole journey.

yeah & i am a kinded soul

i let my place t the old uncle but ...

another uncle sit instead of that stoning old uncle.

lols.

&& so we sat all th way t pasir ris!

so far&tired.

reach thr & we buy bubble tea

hahha. funneh! its very sweet lahs!

hahaha xD

thn rch their chalet

okay ; loner at first . talk on th phone with jojoyee.

she keep msn with her boy i think or wht shit! & i am lik talking t the air!

so pekcek! =x

& thn ray come talk t me. hahaa

I keep cui him go home! yea i was too bored thr

& we went home exactly at 8.45 cos pool was full

saw gerald thr (:

home& watch my Fang yang de xing xing!

whooo.i love lin zhi ying . xiao zhi!

he damn cuteee lors! && he is tiongxim tiongxim t ahxing in th show!

wheets(:

i love Fang yang de xing xing ! ( greatly recommended show by me ^.^)

23Nov .

Started painting my room

didnt went t support ahru on her first day!

lols. i am busy!!

Thn its damn fun painting but tiring!

dad helps us run errands while agnes & me keep painting!

while painting alot of things came t my mind.

i wrote his name everywhr in my bedroom walls.

but well. it has been paint over now . so

no one can see it (:

hhahas.

but i really miss him so lahs!

T.T

had imagination all the time.

24nov.

Th room is finally finish!

yeahs! purple bedroom for use!

^.^ gng shopping tmr with my shitty jojoyee.

i miss her damn lots!

&& we are gnna visit our sissys!

hahaha, i miss all of them!

haha, & yeh i am gnna buy tht fcuking shoe i never hear b4!

shit th boss!

-.-

monday i am starting wrk!

& pls visit me when free ppl !

ahhaha, tkc everyone!

Love&misses.

Would you still remember me after we left this skl?

i donknw why its been like so long t me

i always had imaginations i wish was true.

if is possible i hope i would be th one that will make you smiles

if you need me ; i promise i will just be a phone call away ((:

Heys everyone
back t post.





2o Nov.
whoolalala.
lucky day.
went t job interview w Ru.
Marinaaa. Far but th journey thr is fun larhs& giddy,
went thr walk ard as th "devil" told us thr are probs.
so walk ard played arcade & soo.
niceee! joke ard! & photo retard pic tooo
time flys when we are having fun
thn went t oriental htl & took application form frm tht devil .
thn write liao. left t bugis t find winx at her wrk placee
hahaa. & meet jo thr.
she blame me for smthg! rarrrrr!~
haha,
thn find winx saw her manager thr thn disiao want interview.
but i actually got in!
whooohoooooo~ happy^.^
i gt two jobs now (:
One start on Next wk at oriental.
& another is 10 dec- 30th dec at lot1
come visit me if freee(:
heehhe.
Back t topic.
thn went t airport with Ru&jo t send yj off.
is actually all a surprise.But yj is not surprised!!
-.-
reach thr early. thn went t sit sit & play ard thr
haha. my sisters are real fun t be with! (:
thn play ard & camwhored.
yj mother help us photo grp& also girls alone one,
hahaa. she say she will send us when back & develop fr us!
haha. thks aunt (;
haha. it was real fun ytd
gave yj his gift
&finally after much fun&camwhoring. Yj had t go in .
everyone bid goodbye t him , the atmosphere was sad as everyone see his backview gng further & finally dissapear behind th gate.
hais.
but no one cried. thankfully.
thn went home aft sending him off.
mrt-ed t cck& sit cab home ; chuanmin treat(:
hahas.
thn played ds till 3.
whoooooooo. tiredd.
i cant wait for job t begin (:





Anw. i have smthgs for my sisters only.
Exclusively t jojoyee , winx & xinru(:
:Though now all of us will be busy with our wrk
but i really hope our sistership would not end here .
maybe sometimes we do have heated argument&rough patch
but in th end we also make up quite quickly!
i really do cherish the sisterships between all of us.
even if you all don treat me as sisters. in my heart . th 3 of yous will forever be my sisters.
When i am sad ; you all will be thr for me telling me not to cry & telling me its not my fault
Whn i hav wishes. all of you all would help me t grant it.
We have fun tgt always.
sisters will always be in my heart no matter how far i go next time!
all this memories wil not be forgotten
; the day when i am sick at chalet ; yoo all took care& help me till i am well regardless of what shit i gave.
When i donknw how t bike . you all encourage me.
& even help & wait for me & not treat me like a burden.
thanks (:
i am sry for my stupid attitude & always give you all probs.
i will try t change!
Sisters forever!











the timeless Memories (:

Can anyone teach me th method t cure heartache?

hais. is all expected.

i shdnt have trial & error.

my maths was not good at th first place.

why i want t try & play.

now the saddest is still me & not.

i donknow why i feel so heartache.

he just tell me tht & my whole heart sank

friends & nothing more.

all is this ending.

wtf is love man?!

i swear i am not gng close t anyone agn .

i am not gng t fall in love again!

rarrrrrrrr~!!

19Nov

gng t find job l8r

have many diff job t search frm

bt all are far.

sian ar. find one job also so hard.

tmd! suay ka si si lah i tday!

hais. & xinru is slow! & suay tday too.

hahaha, same with me lols

5 man ru!

thn l8r night maybe meeting jo go outside hav a heart t heart talk.

i hope i will be calm by thn

& wed my dearest jason will be back t spore for hols fr a wk or so!

i am gng t spend many many time with him!

yeah man! i miss my best friend loads lah!

((: awaiting for your returns.

nothing is impossible.

even this is just an obstacles i am sry its too much

i wil cya thn.

hopefully everything is still the same

all th best for you k

you hav got a friend for life i promise (:

Its hard t keep th tears inside me.

i only want you to notice me. Is it that difficult?

Helloo ppl , i am back frm my 4e5 class chalet !

it was fun lah! ((:

First Day ; 14Nov

wake up & pack !

left home t jasmine house as her dad drives us go (:

met up with winx first.

& off we went t chalet after meeting up & tk all th food,

reach thr. & saw raymond thy all reach liao.

thn we went up t see our room.

OMG! damn fcuking dusty!

thn we decide t clean up .

at first i was suppose t sweep but ..

due t some reasons . winx help me out (:

thks t all my sisters.

chalet was finally clean & ready t be used

after cleaning up ; went t prepare for bbq!

& subsequently everyone arrives .

& The fun begin.

toook pics with Mr low after he arrives.

& he told me i shd be able t go t tourism courses! whoohooo!

^.^ but i stillhave no confidence in maths! wtf!?

okay back t topic thn after tht photo tking session.

& yj & co went t fishing or playing football -.-

Thn slp ard 4 plus (:

2ndDay; 15 nov

Most of them went t graduation lunch

so me , jas & Xinru went t rent bike & ride.

thy had a hard time teaching me ride
!

whahahah! & after tht ride t downtown east

& jas&ru catch one mickey mousee call billy?!

-.-

after tht cycle back & return bike. thn went back t chalet & rest.

Evening. all of them came back with black face .-.-

but some happy. Cause thy see lots of prettys thr ! -.-

Lameeeeeeeeeeeeee!

& sisters thn showed me pics tk-en at grad lunch.

At th night raymond parents come.

His mother is so humourous laa!

omg ! Funny & Cuteee.

=x

& after that played zhong ji mi ma with them!

Fun (:

& after tht rest . but hav a lil conflict with my sisters.

DMN! cried & ru & jas came t an wei me.

Jas lame jokes just make me laugh like nobody biz!

haha. its very very funny laahh!

& after awhile smthgs happen. & we are back t normal agn (:

anw. thks jas & Ru (:

3rd Day 16nov

Dmn, the day was not fun for me at all !

cried & cried.

wtf! i am sick & i cant go changi t see my Ahguaaaa!

damn!

but thks t friends&sisters.

i am okay at last !

i Damn love my Girlfriends.

thy keep say ni ming tian hui ok de.

haha. so cutee & sweet of them!

& also t kel as he keep help t tkcare of me&jo whn oths went cycling.

hahah, thks yeahh! (:

my impression of 4e5 totally change on that day! yeah

i Love 4e5 ! A big family tgt (:

17Nov. 4th day.

Woke up at 8 plus.

preprared & so..

but as i am too tired i went back slping tgt with my girls after i packed!

Fever really subsides.

& so. claudia keep waking us up,

haha. cos she was jing zhang.&& she is good lahh! (:

i love claudiaa. gng t post lots pictures after i recieve thm frm my Sisters (:

((:

& 11 leave chalet.

went t bus stop t tk bus t interchange t tk taxi home

share with xinru , raymond &jo!

& i only leeft like fcuking $2.2o

xinru reach first . followed by jo ; me thn raymond.

didnt give my jia zhan to him. hahha. just need give ru & jo

! weeeeeeeeeeee. ok i am not in bad debts! thks t raymond (:

&& home sweet home!

YEAHHH. 4E5 ROCKS! I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT OUTING!

&& all th best to my job hunting next mon!

i am so afraid of rejection.

some say we are not meant t be.

cn two different world people be tgt?

i regret once & i am not gng t regret th second time

chance is all i need.

some say you will not reject.

wht will be your choice after i tell you.

baby ; i want t call you baby & make you mine .

RARRRRRRRRRRR. i donknow wht i am writing anw! -.-

long-timed pict wit my dearest Sister
Me&Xinru (:

Sisters (:

Memories& Dreams are always sweet ;

but reality are always th opposite.

Happy Belated t my dearest Sihua Baobei anw

stay pretty & happy!

everlasting with your boy (:

anw. tday went t sim lim sq with my family .

quite boring laa thr.

help sister check abt wii price only t know she donwan it animore

-.-

thn walk ard .

anw. simlim has lots & lots of bargains & cheap stuffs

mom bought mp4 thr.

& i bought nothing ):

anw. after waiting fr th comp t be repaired ; ( lasted for like 11 - 3)

we thn headed t Woodlands central or centre t buy my skinny

bought two skinny.

grey&black ! heh !

cancel off wishlist*

thn mom bought KFC back!

omg. mom is damn good tday!

hahah (:

Anw ; i will post abt my trip with sister t paya lebar & bugis.

shiok!

& Tiring i shd say

so meet winx & jo at th coffeeshop that sells very good fish beehoon!

& tadaaa. thy eat thr.

& i eat my fav rojak! so nicee (:

thn off we went t meet xinru & jasmine.

& thn we headed t payalebar.

ahahha. damn funny la th journey thr!

wahlao never had one trip so fun!

jasmine is tooo funny lahhh! hahaha =DD

& thn reach thr. went t th cityPlaza &

it was full of danger& DMN hot lahh!

but fun .

(:

reach thr & we went t explore but find nothing t our likings =x

thn we headed off t bugis .

&& i caught my eye on a teee-shirt (:

with writings like donknow wht eat shit & Die!

i am getting one sooon ! && my red heels

& black off shoulder ! (:

hehehe! (:

thn went t eat with my girlfriends

ate porridgee.

weeeeeee~ Niceee.

& thn photo wibs girlfriends!

grp & individual!

hehehehe! i love them lah!

thn headed t arcade.

& played games.showed abit of anti-donknow-what thr.

& played with jo th games .

FunFunfun!

& thks for jasmine lendd me money to diao tht mushroom!

ahhaha (:

heys everyone i am back t post!
hehehe. yeah .
Stil left with one more paper!
&& tada i am freee ((:

Anw . ytd chris , raymond ,xinru&Jo came my house for mahjong.
hahaha it was funny! i first time play money!
& th boys say thy want t go home whn play with me!
stupid idiots! thy keep saying i am slowwwwwwwwwwwww~
roar. but i did improve l8r on.
anw. if calculate i did lose ard 8 ++ or so.
& being a good soul . Raymond did not geygao Money!
wahahahah! & thus i save my $8 up!
anw ; sry t raymond . cos my laptop cant go maple & let you win tht scroll =x
thn xinru come ard 3 plus 4. we play mahjong agn!
& this time that big-head chris complains of bored
so Ru thinks of playing heart attk with mahjong!
stupid idea but nice!
jo always gets heart attk & she always win!
hahaha.
aft playing for a while.
went eat. && err. i was being di-siao!
& thn we gossips lik normal.
very funny sia. hahaha. & thn home sweet home
bid goodbye t the boys & pei-ed ru thy all wait for bus &
meanwhile talks.
thn homee sweet home !!
hahahaha XD
i love nu xu dang jia (:
Shuai eh th shunfa .. WEET-U-WEET .

ok. i am cutting hair l8r !
and th next post will be post of me& my girlfriends outing.
hahaha. jasmine Darn funny!
( with pics) waakakaka! bye For NOWWWW! (:

O level is gng t end soon.
4 more papers.
& th last paper will be .
& tday is th day we know each other.
time t draw a fullstop ?

Anw . had O levels this few days.
i really hate myself alot!
I had so many careless in O.
& i so zi zuo cong ming during sci!
roar!
hate it larh!
why do i so zi zuo cong ming!
if not i would not get so much careless & tht fucking simple sum i would alr get it right!
hais. i am so stupid ...
in so many thgs.
who can cure my stupidness man!
hai!
i really hope my results will at least let me go t my dream course.
or rather poly.

& this few days alot had happen.
O & Some prob,
i am so confused over my own feelings.
i seem t have change like what my pig say
i no longer hav th heart or feeling t be sociable?
why do i change this way?
him?
hais. i really hope he is th one t let me hav my smiles back.
but i really have no courage for anything.
he too maybe he is saying th truth.
well thn all the best & what i could only do is t see your backview getting more further frm me.
tkcare & all the best to your results (:

Also all the best to all my friends
Winx ; Jojoyeee ; Xinru; JasmineTan ; Cindy ; Tiffany ; minshan ; Vivian ;
Claudia ; Raymond ; Chunhow ; Yongjie ; Aaron ; Eugene ; Yancong ; Malay friends in my class ; Joelle ; Xinlei ; Wenbin. && all my friends laa (:
hahaha. tkc everyone. Best luck & Jy (:

HEYS EVERYBODYY HERE ((:
back t post one b4 i mia for O LEVELS =(
hms. O is extremely tough this yr.
& i cant say for sure whether i will pass.
hopefully . i guess?
anw. i had geog & sci-chem paper alrdy ! all the best for my others (:

Friday ;
Had no skl & i woke up at 1 .
haha. mainly bcos i had t wait for call .
so slp at ard 2 last night & i wake up at one !
th jo msg me & came my house t study!
yeahh! i finally wait till th day she come liao!
idiot her. always don wan come ! ROAR !!
Anw. so i wake up & my mom came home frm her shopping
&& t my biggest surprise she bought me my Papaya!!
hahahah. i love papaya *am eating it now (=
hahaha.
so th days pass lk this .
& night i send jo down & thr this grp of donknow-what-the-toot*
OK. fcuk!
thy walk pass us & one of them donknow pooo or brr wht in my face
fcukfcukfcuk! am so angry ! & thn ..
whatever la.
ok! i am gng now. shall continue my rantings aft exam (:
bye.

& i hope i rcieve sms soon =x

I HATE HIM!

I DON LIKE HIM!

I DON EVEN WANT TO HEAR HIS NAME!

arghh. th days is nearing soon .

th big exam days,

anw. abt th sentence on top ; i donknow why i write tht,

but .. just write for fun larhs.

haha.

anw. tday is a boring tuesday larhs
roar&& my stomach is so pain!
cant concentrate much on studies!
-.-
& i hate tht particularly someone.
just too wuliao huh? -.-
aiyo . unpredictable laaaaaaaa~

ok. i donnknow wht i am writing. just venting out my anger!
Bye everyone.
& tk out those fcuking mask you idiot!

Yo ; da jia hao la!
i m now watching one show & chasing it.
it is 放羊的星星.
hahaa. intro everybody must see ar!
hahaa. && also japanese version of liu xing hua yuan also called
hana Yori Dango!
Nice ((:
hahaha. thr are just too many nice show for me to chase liao!
roar! faster O finish ! i sure leave alot of time t see my Nice show one!! (:
hahaha..
anw ; i have been seeing xing guang da dao tooo!
& i absolutely love zhou ding wei Performance .
arghhhhhhh!*
he is so so . *drools.
cool (:
hahaha. at first whn i see him in wan yu ; i did not tk much notice of him
instead i even treat him like GAY!!
omg!?! HAHAHA *laughs!
but now i am totally in love with him le sia! (:
lols

ohya! a funny thg t share with yoo all but yoo all might not think its funny!
hahaa. & tht is my dad has learn my language frm me .& he keeep say sia & stuffs
FUNNY LAAAAAA!
but the funny pt is he always sia at the wrong time!
damn funny ; make me & bro laugh like nobody biz!
Lols.

Anw ; tday is a boring sunday lahs!
except the time i see my show!
hahaha. tday zhuan jiao yu dao ai is just so exciting!& tht is another show i am gng t chase!
hahaha!
roar! i am so bored now!
&& tday afternooon revise wrk&play with my bro!
hahaha. he is damn cute one siaa. cnt tahan!
sometimes don know wan angry or laugh at his silly-ness
-.-
nan guai "ta" shou bu liao ta!
hahah. i finally know th reason.
but well its the past anw!(:
living a new life now!& i am gonna live th best oout of it!
hms, shall stop here.
& people th first thg i am gng t do aftO is t eat sushi!
whole big box of it!
&& thn KBOX!
thn find work!
lols =x
okkkk stoop here! bye (:
good luck for Os yeah people (:

4 more days t sci practical,

time is really running up!

TOO much thgs t Do ;But too lil time ):

Yo everybody!
here i am back t post agn before leaving t study with Jo&co.
haha. tday . went skl early in the morning!
Jo said she would be early! & thus i hurry myself
in th end! winx is the earliest & we wait for JO!
-.-
geog lesson all th way till 10 plus! &
i seriously think my geog is getting lousier & lousier!
ARGHHH!
& its gng t b the Os soon!
gonna buck up all my subjects NOW!
=))

er. back t topic!
aft lesson. Jo went for her maths&
th kindest winx went with me for my haircut at 1 head!
wahahaha!
i was so un-decisive at that time.
as th aunt keep say will curl ; cant guarentee&stuffs.
arghh! .
so i finally also DECIDE t cut!& hengheng no curl!
haha. i like my hair now!
YES! Finally! (:
but i hate my complexion! fcuk ;
face infection! arghhh!
i am gg mad soon!
hopefully it will recover by itself soon! (:
arghh! =x
think i will stop here now!
but b4 i go ! i wanna say sry t xinru uh!
she shd know why (:



All the shit that you do!
you were all the things i thought i knew& i thought we could be .
you were everything i thought i wanted
but all this time you were just pretending!
thanks for the Once happy memories& all the pretend.
Goodbye my ;

Goodbye now ; my sec skl life & gr8 peeps. i am gng t miss it (:

Heys everyone.
long time no post le!
got miss me?
wahahah! =x



Hms, i donknow what t post .
maybe abt 3E5 - 4E5?
& leaving secondary life.
hahaas.
hms . abt the last few days of my class .
i dint went skl as i kana eye infection.
hais. although i promise minshan t go.
sry!
but i know she wont blame me!
haha.


hms. for my sec skl life.
thr are really alot of friends that come & go
some left a really deep attatchment in my life.
sec1 - sec4.
i have really known some veryvery close & good friends.
whom have been thru alot with me.
i really wanted t thanks them for being always thr
no matter whether i m down or happy thy are always thr t share with me.
& also those who have been my classmates.
thanks for those happy times. esp my 4E5 classmates
thr are fun times& also irritating times with you all.
the days in sec3 camp & also ms weng accident!
haha.
thks for those happy times peeps * though sometimes you all are irritating lur! Lols=X

And also myGood sister & BUDDIES(:
thr are alot i wish t thks you all
thks for giving me alot of happiness&laughter during this period of 4 years.

Jojoyee ; thanks for being the most honest & patient t me for this 4 yrs!

& hearing abt all those stupid "tofu" & stuffs

also thanks for always saying yourself small fry to make me happy whn i sad!

hahha! 100 thks&sry(:

hahaha ; & for all the tissue;

thanks for always being thr!&

always pei me wait for 963!

thks(:

Loveya sis (:

WinxTEO; Thks for all th craps you say t me tht make me laugh

& also always help me tk my wrksheets & stuffs.

thks for everything! & also sry for always making you angry uh.

i promise next tim i wont say "his name" anymore.

LOL (:

trust me; you are the best joker & the most unpredictable one (:

Xinru; Thanks for being my good friend & Sister ,

thanks for always introducing good bargains &

sharing good thgs with me!

thanks for also always hear my problems & comments for me!

also the encouragment .

hope our friendship & sistership would be forever (:

Boonkiat ; thanks for always giving me your precious comments&suggestion

& also my best kbox - partner.

all the best for Your Ns (:

& forever fakee you-knw-what! (:

Jem; My best baddy!

thanks for always helping me t solve probs & say

my negative pts t me!

i will forever rmb you this buddy (:

Now for my 4e5-ians.

my deepest gratitude t all of you who have made th class lively (:

& i also want t say

somethg to some of my more close 4e5-ians

Minshan; hahaa. you are the most cute & funny , outgng girl i have ever seen

thks for always bringing laughter t me!

& sry for always disturbing you in class cos i nthg t do.

lols =x

anw. all the best for your O & future.

RMB ME THIS FRIEND UH! ( if you see this)

Claudia; thanks for being my friend ;& helping me alot in sci prac (:

& i think you have a nice attitude t everythg!

all th best(:

Jasmine; haha. funny girl!

your jokes always make ppl day brighten up&

thks for always teaching me thgs tht i donknw.

like poa!

haha. also your encouragement t me! thk(:

and other great great classmate (:

REALLY THKS FOR MAKING MY DAYS IN HSS (:

Yunjia; Vivian; Xinru; Wynnee; Eriana; Rozliana; Shahidah; Minshan; Jasmine; Maryam; Nazurah; Claudia; Farhana.Raymond; Nazirul; Jacob; Aaron; Cheongjie; Yongjie; Kheeteng; Malcolm; Kelvin; Chunhow; Christopher peter chong.

Er ; also must special thks one person for helping me in maple alot (:

>> Raymond! thks! & your maths really power (:

all the best t you in Os TOOO (:

everybody also same larh!

hahha. i shall end here .

thk you!

& my gr8 uniform! green is my fav (:

loveeee.

& i cant wait for the upcoming chalet !

tkc & cyah thn everyone (:

heys peepos! back with a nice blogskin yeah?
agree?
lols. xD
tday i didnt go to skl . mainly bcos i am lazy lahs.
hahaa. anw i think i did quite well for prelims & i am happpy ((:
gng t wrk hard for o level now.
so i guess wont be online quite often
hahaha,
anw, i am here to post that i want shopping outings with girlfriends soon (:

anw i am really puzzled about human beings feelings & everything.
i am really fustrated at some of the changes in some of them
once so close now so distant.
i wonder who to trust & whos not to?
maybe the friendship between me & them are jus close at some moments.
hais. a wasted friendship indeed to think i really treat them as good friends& share with them secrets.
its really hurting to see that thy don treat me the same way.
ah! forget it lar.

ok. i think i am off t play maple (:
& listen to th nice song baddy had send me .
yesyyesyses!
(:

since yesterday i have been waiting for your another msg.
(:

heys people. i am back t post a short one b4 gng to rest soon. haha. since alot of my friend had post abt vivo. i shant post abt it alr. but it was indeed a memorable day (: imiss it ! it was a funny day with winx! hahaha . seldom play till so crazy with her! hahaa. & thr was absolutely no quarrels that day . Fun. i like it (: anw. had been chionging maple this few days & know wht i lvl up ok! (: see i am a pro . but of cos thrs a pro-est tht help me! thks tooo (: shall i mention your name? hahaha xD & things are gng fine between eloy & me, we still decided on friends & nothing more also single rocks right ? & this week thr are no quarrels too it really makes my day (: Also i have think thorougly last night ( till 3am ) & i hv decide ultimately to give up him since i alrdy told him so . yeah, hopefully he still treats me as friend cos i do so (: & during vivo shopping trip ; winx sister & me caught eye on a giodarno collar shirt! i am gng t buy tht soon! ((: YEAH, OK! i finish posting! TC everyone (: BB ohoh! & i knw some of prelims marks. i did pretty well. uhm ; at least above expectations & i cant wait to tell "him" hahaha, guess he would be shock & ask me show him? lols. eng: 3o/5o (paper2_) physics: 37/65 POA: 32/100 ):

oks. i will start tday post with past pictures.

hahaa. & thr is only one tht have sister in it.=x

haha,. all is me laa. sry uh. zilian mahhh.

hahahaa, =xx

But i utterly like the pic with my bro in it!

omg he look so cool ((:

even xiaoting say so ; wahahaha,. Bro know wht ! i am proud of you ((:

hahaha =x oops. anw this blogger seriously have a big problem!

whenever i start to post pic ! IT WILL HAVE SPACES BETWEEN THE LINE!

damnit! stupid blogger!

well. let me say abt ytd !

its a memorable day t me as my sisters & me hardly get tgt,& hangouts often since thy have their boy.

hahahaa, ytd me&winx went jo house to revise our social studies &

at first i was looking at friendster & thy was like sleeping&revising!

but l8r i slowly manage to distract them frm studies with my powerful I personality!

wakakaka! & we played maple &cook soup to drink .

hahahaa. fun !

i am veryvery addicted to maple nowadays & eloysious call me still a maple noob!

OH k. back to topic! & well the day pass as norm didnt have many phototaking or rather no phototaking sessions as our hair wa in a mess! & went home with winx after tht ((: STILL IT IS A MEMORABLE DAY!

love you sis ! you both brightens up my day!

& WHO NEEDS BOYFRIEND NOW! damn. i am happy wit sister & bestie now & eloy the hottie! (ohyes he made me write this ! ) T.T

hahahaa. =x

well. i am ending here. so long ppeeps.

i am gng t enjoy shopping sprees soon (:

some pics & i am gone for the day. sry for the spacing probs but blame blogger ((:

cause i really don feel the way i once feel abt yoo

well ; i am totally in love with chris brown say goodbye,

it totally says about what you feel abt leaving me.

dont it?
its the song you send me before telling me it was nice

& one of your favourite song.

now it has become mine.

weird uh?

i used to hte this song & wonder why you like it?

sometimes ; something just change without us knowing it

just like love.

i always tok to my sisters & friends abt our thing .

our memories..

til thy hear also sian.

thy have told me upteen times t stop saying about it & forget you.

but i cant . i cannot stop saying abt yoo even thy angry me.

donknow why.

i miss you.

everytime i see you ; the past just keep flooding back to me

i cant stop thinking of you.

i knw i have promise you to disappear frm your world. but i cant keep my word.

pls say i am stupid. i am a fool.

but i still wish for your return

i still hope that one day you would smile at me & tok to me like nothing have ever happen b4

i just want to be back like the way we are whn we are nothing but friends

why cant we?

give me the reason at least can?

Friday .

went to skl alast.

was woken up by winx & decide t go to skl

& partly was th reason i am able t see him

((:

so bus-ed to skl. & smthg made me damn angry was the fcuking bus uncle did not see me wave!

fcuk & i was like a idiot waving for th bus!

angry! so i miss a bus & wait for the another.

called winx & she say pei me late.

but in th end is i wait for her pei her late

cos th next bus came quickly (:

but nvm lars. since alrdy say want late liao.

haha. so went into skl &kana running lors.

thn i ask wangting want t run agn anot?

being a good soul & clever boy he knw my meaning thn say yoo all run l8r ar?

ok lorr pei yoo all.

hahaa. thks ar (:

&tada * thats my morning excercise

thn begin the speech by every graduating class to tchers.

haha. & it was boring. so talked to cindy &co.
fun .

((:

& BLABLAH. concert time .

saw many graduate people.

haha. all have change alot alrdy.

& half concert time ; i finally saw Him walking in the hall .

.

his hair colour & everything change alrdy.

he become more cooler thn ever((:

but he seems so cool tht he appears to ppl "dao" .

his walking & all change.

he seems like another person to me now.

hais. =x so far&distant.

maybe what all he says to them are right .

we are different world people .

>>> Fast fwd.

after skl i had a tiff with winx.

i donknow why lar. she sudd flare up at me.

& we went seperate ways.

i donknow wht the fcuking thg you buay song abt till now lar.

but since you tell ahru its becos of me keep saying him

thn i am sry ok.

i really hope its ok between us now yea?

er, ok skip. went to eat with xinru & jo .

& thn off i went back to my pri skl

having abit of stm thr. i couldnt rmb alot of them & their names

so i just yo to some of them. lols it was funny la.

thy keep sa jiao t me tht i am boxim.

-.-

thn some pri skl kids are damn funny .

one of th boy follow me frm the study corner til the canteen just to ask me smth.

ohmygod! he reminds me of myself.

& i saw alot of pretty juniors ((:

Went home ard 3 plus thn went out to meet my dumb bro ( pri-skl classmate)

at panjang along with joelle&xinlei.

it was embarassing for first meeting after so long.

haha. & my dumb bro have grwn taller & also more good-looking le uh.

(:

haha. thn went home after awhile as i was feeling bored by thn,

lols.

Saturday ;

Boring . wake up & eat & played comp ; study & went back t slp =x

Sunday ;

Tution & thr are lots of tv prog tday!

imisshimquitealot ((: